jUx wAnnA bE hAppiE

Thursday 31 January 2008,22:26:00
~chinatown~cny~chinatown~

wahaha... today didnt slp much again! =X slept for 2-3hrs.. woke up coz pei my dajie go chinatown... tired sia.. lolx.. meet kelvin at jurong stn.. then he gave up his seat to mi ask mi slp.. =,="" hmmx.. then we went had bak kut teh for lunch.. lolx.. had two bowls of kidney soups.. yummy! =P hmmx.. veri full lolx.. then we walked around.. wanted find one shop de.. but end up i went wrong place.. haha.. shop at the people park hmmx.. bought 4 cheapo toe ring.. $1 each.. buy one get one.. lolx.. then saw those shops that u can buy the things and make necklace yourself de.. wahx.. buy dao lai super exp de sia.. =X anyway, end up give up looking for the shop.. shop til i want fall asleep liao.. haha.. so went the dunno name place.. to see cny goodies.. hmmx.. sighx.. the moment step into that place.. see the familiar place.. memories of past two years going shop there during cny with him and his mother and uncle came to mind.. sighx.. there comes the heartaches again.. sighx.. sadx.. why cant i just let go.. why am i still thinking about it.. why am i still holding on feeling upset.. why am i still thinking about him.. when he already holding another gal in his arm le.. sighx.. why..anyway, reali shop til my eyes closing liao sia.. haha.. finally went home at 4plus.. =X tired.. thanx god i got a seat on train back.. lolx.. eyes pain.. haha.. hmmx.. went market with dajie coz she want see the $5 slippers.. haha... then once reached home.. wahx.. i black out sia.. totally black out.. hp ring so many times i also never hear.. til my dajie ans for me.. haha.. supposed to go jogging with ser de.. but i too tired.. end up she come up my place play games.. lolx.. haha... then she walked with mi to my workplace.. coz she wanna buy biscuits for breakfast.. haha.. she bought the wasabi biscuits.. lolx.. oh ya.. at chinatown i bought this wasabi mochi.. yum yum!! the mochi very nice.. bought wasabi, black sesame and rice wine de.. rice wine de super fragrant sia! haha.. exp sia.. =X poor dajie.. lolx.. =P

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Wednesday 30 January 2008,22:42:00
0verspent!!!

gosh... didnt get to slp much today again.. haha.. serser not feeling well on mc.. pei her go see doc.. hmmx.. when we were smsing this morning, she told mi she coming over at 10am.. then i see the time.. 9plus liao =,=" no need rest liao hahaa... by the time we finish see doc, almost 12pm sia.. lolx.. then we look around.. erm.. think mostly is mi.. =X bought 3pairs of slippers at $5 each.. got one quite cute...

hmmx... then went withdraw money.. erm.. after withdraw, cant help go take a look at the clothes there.. kaox.. ben lai nv try anythin de.. then when leaving the place, saw this top veri unique... argh.. then tried... $32.90 sia.. she sold mi $30.. =X dang! so went back the slipper store, then i tell her i think i dun wan the bag le.. she was like, i threw away the paper le then u say dun wan? how? i was like.. huh? tot i told her i go withdraw 1st then tell her if i wan or not.. kaox.. sianx.. then she said i sell u $22 la u take.. then jux give mi the plastic bag... lolx.. she packed ready liao sia.. faint.. sighx then no choice.. take lorx.. we had bak kut teh for lunch.. nice! but exp.. haha.. then after eat, ser said go take a look at one shop near the coffeeshop.. hmmx.. quite cheap the clothes there.. then ser bought two black pants.. she said she will sure go back that shop.. coz veri cheap.. the jeans there... haha.. i bought two jacket top and one white pants.. =,=" and one bra strap... $49... gosh.. spent like $100 over in market sia.. faint.. 1st time i see ppl can shop at market for so long and so much! =X a leopard never changes its spot.. sighx.. i never agree this sentence de but... looks like... its true? argh... what am i doin sia.. lolx.. cannot.. must change! must stop!!! haven find a job yet im spending!!

reached home think 3plus ba haha.. hmmx.. then fell aslp about 4plus?serser also slept.. lolx.. think til 7plus.. haha... when i finally really woke up.. ser was watchin show online.. =,="

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Monday 28 January 2008,18:49:00
....sadx...

sighx... so disappointed.. =X now going 7pm le i jux reach home only.. never get to slp sia.. sianx.. super tired... ytd fell aslp at counter.. then got one customer wan pay money i din wake up lolx.. then ZY shouted oei.. lolx.. i chua tio.. haha.. sianx.. hmmx.. sighx.. anyway disappointed coz.. the interview i been looking forward to.. hmmx.. well.. they do offer me the job and 1.5k tho.. but.. sighx.. the environment is not what im looking for sia.. gosh.. warehouse =,=" wear pants and uniform.. what de.. then best is to wear sport shoe in case scare u hurt ur toes.. wad the.. hmmx.. argh... sianx.. then 5.5days lorx.. sighx.. sianx la.. really sianx.. hmmx.. bought one pair of shoe in the morning sia.. went to hav mac breakfast with dajie.. then she want see shoe.. so we both bought one each.. my one initially $23.90 end up the gal charged mi $20 nia.. another gal said $22 de.. i was like still exp.. haha.. hengx.. she attend another customer, so when we pay money, this gal attend to us.. i purposely dun wan say tt gal say $22, coz felt she will charge lesser as my sis de $26.90 she charge $24 nia.. discount more sia.. heehee.. hmmx.. sighx.. want a job soon la.. lolx.. =X
anyway, though disppointed with the interview, but hmmx.. still wanna thanx god.. coz.. ytd went svc, serser lent mi $10 to top ez-link de.. then during offering.. i was thinking.. hmmx.. gif god all i hav ba.. haha.. i left $4 ma.. even tot of gif the $10 ser lent sia.. but was thinking.. cannot la.. need top ez-link ah bo cant go interview.. so gave my only $4.. hmmx.. but aft svc.. was feelin hungry sia.. =X end up i use the $10 to buy noodle and eat.. haha.. well.. evening when my parents came home.. my mom suddenly pass mi some cash said lend mi for my transportion.. wow.. i was so surprised... i din even hav to open mouth.. haha.. thanx god! =) hmmx.. i wan a job.. that can change my life.. that can totally change me.. a job that i can learn something and improve.. a job that can makes me become better! i need that kind of job! =) hmmx.. this morning very funnie sia.. that bread guy was arranging his bread, then suddenly ZY walked over and said..
"i 11am also got buy bread"
"oh, really? then must buy my bread"
"i dun buy ur bread"
"u come and tell me u 11am got buy bread, ask u buy my bread u say dun buy my bread? howx can like that?"
"ur bread bu gou da li"
"got big one one ma..."
"no.. bu gou da li.. people see liao also bu shuang" =,="
"how many u wan eat sia?how many people eat?"
"i wan eat liang li jiu gou le"
somehowx.. i felt.. ZY wasnt really talking about the bread though.. coz he was like keep laughing to me when he talked.. hmmx.. then that guy still sha sha keep say got big one one ma.. =,=" he so inno mehx.. lolx.. haha.. so cute sia.. =X but anyway.. haha.. he never talk to me.. =X hmmx.. think my wish.. wont come true la.. lalala... hahaha... as in be friend... hahaha... =P forget it.. tell myself not to always think about those impossible thingx.. hahaha... so... stop thinking about it! lolx.. wahx.. super tired... better go catch my 2hrs of slp... sighx.. headache.. sianx.. wasted my time for nothing.. super boring! =X

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Sunday 27 January 2008,21:37:00
sLeep aNywheRe i g0? lolx..

hmmx... wahx... nv slp... super tired... fell aslp at svc sia.. even during altar call.. when they saying prayer.. i nearly fell forward coz i dozed off.. lolx... =X then super sadx.. when going home.. train super long.. then no seats.. kaox.. but hengx.. at city hall le i get to sit down.. but before that.. lolx.. i stand and fell aslp.. nearly knelt down.. lolx.. so paisei.. then tried to make myself dun slp but sooo hard!! =X hmmx.. then stupid mi.. when train leaving jurong east station.. then i woke up.. kaox.. sighx... super super tired! haha.. hmmx... so excited abt tml interview... in fact cant wait for tml.. i tell ppl.. mon on liao la.. haha.. so confident on liao sia.. skali no then i xia suay... lolx.. but serser also felt that... on liao.. haha... we were like talking til as if we are colleagues liao sia.. haha.. hmmx.. then after svc, sis minghui asked mi abt work.. then she said she got a feeling mi and ser will become colleagues.. then i said we felt so too.. wahaha... lolx.. hmmx.. lets pray for tml then.. lolx.. hmmx.. alamak forget do my eye mask... =,="

hmmx... stupid mi... tis morning i nv see the 'bread' guy lolx.. coz changed counter... haha.. then cant see.. sianx.. then i act dull nv talk also.. dang! hate myself.. haha.. always do all this stupid thingx.. lolx.. then aft he went off i was like.. scolding myself.. hahahaha... then i think over.. hmmx.. last time i like ben also like that.. lolx.. act dull.. haha.. then scold myself.. funnie.. tink im really a idiot.. lolx.. nvm... decided not to act dull anymore from tml.. coz.. wau liew.. left one week plus jiu cannot see liao.. act what sia! hahaha... hmmx.. actually... i dun pray that he will like mi.. but.. just really hope can be friend with him... have contacts.. and keep in touch like that.. he quite nice guy de gan jue.. haha.. lolx.. anyway... ytd got one lady do some new year snacks.. then bring down for XH eat... one is pineapple tart like tt de but she made the shape of pumkin.. the other one i like.. cornflakes with chocolate coating... nice!

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Saturday 26 January 2008,22:35:00
short entry lolx~

hmmx.. nuthin much to say today... haha... yeah! i bought two pairs of shoe and one bag le.. woohoo... $43.70 nia.. lalala... =P anyway who buying giovanna shoes, give me the receipts please! i wan collect and do member hahaha... =D hmmx.. my 3rd sis veri funnie de... =,=" was talking to her about my work there.. then when talked abt the 'bread' guy... she suddenly asked.. "he got ask u for num ma?" zzz... siao... =,=" ji shi hui lun dao wo sia.. hahaha... then deardear said.. if he really did.. u high over the moon liao right.. i said ya lorx ya lorx... hahahaha... =P funnie sia my sis... =X sighx... kelvin complain ZY nv do his work... made ZY sibei dl sia... sianx.. then he whole nitex.. busy do tingx.. wahx.. super boring.. =X hmmx.. then he stayed at the veggie side.. wau lau.. if got ppl buy veggie i no help liao... coz everytime got ppl buy veggie.. i simply held up the veggie and look at him then he tell mi price liao de.. haha.. sianx.. =,="" ZY...come back here.. i cant do without u here... wahahaha... hmmx.. anyway... realised he really veri funnie and cute one sia.. lolx.. xiao haizi... hahaha... now got talk more to him liao.. heehee.. more fun at least... lolx.. but sadx... he tio complain... sighx.. dun like.. =X

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Friday 25 January 2008,18:02:00

hmmx... was feeling super hungry yesterday.. lolx.. coz.. dinner i had soup without rice plus.. i keep run toilet.. hahaha... diarrhea sia.. =,=" was feeling so uncomfortable at work.. gosh.. hmmx.. super boring ytd.. coz got one customer stay down there to pei XH talked.. so i alone sat at counter.. boring! alot insects ran by.. argh! felt so unsafe sitting there dang! hmmx.. wahx tt day, got one uncle guessed i 18 19 sia.. lolx.. i say he's the very 1st who will guessed that man! lolx.. normally ppl guessed so much older ages! well.. i look old.. =X tt 'handsome' also.. guessed i 1981/82 sia... zzzz.. anyway.. hmmx.. keep having headaches.. lolx.. as in.. think improper sleep.. or maybe my bed not good sia.. i morning came back sleep my parents bed.. when afternoon woke up i return to my bed.. then after that i will start to feel unwell like that.. haha.. oh ya.. just now had 2missed calls.. one is serser.. another is dunno who.. so i called back.. i asked who call mi.. then the guy was like.. who called u?? here is visualcraft.. hmmx.. i was like visualcraft? so familiar sia.. which agency haha.. then recalled oh.. tt time went interview with serser there.. haha.. then i say im valerie here, went for an interview tt day.. then he passed mi to a lady.. hmmx.. she sound so casual and friendly sia.. the 1st thing she said when she ans was hello, wahx u and "dunno who" xin you ling xi" sia.. then i huh? then she asked i just woke up arhx? i say yupx.. then i was like... eh? howx u know.. haha.. then she replied valerie told mi.. i was like valerie??? haha.. then she said oh, serene.. haha.. then after she said they got one new vacancy which just know today.. another dept admin ask if i interested.. so asked mi go down on mon 2pm.. i was like oh..need go down again? haha.. she said yes of coz la.. not interview by me.. the supervisor want to see u.. so i ok lorx.. hmmx.. then.. talked abit about my part-time cashier.. haha.. talk to her like talking to friend sia.. =,=" lolx.. funnie... well.. serser.. skali we reali become colleagues.. wahaha.. so funnie.. hmmx.. dang! headaches!!! =X

SER!!!! when can we go exercise!!! i left 100days.. sobx... actually u told mi once u get a job u will get a sport shoe then we can start right? but i realised something.. hmmx.. u.. u.. u r so damn busy.. where got time come exercise with mi everday sia?!?! everyday hear u meeting this meeting that de.. gosh... i dun care la.. lolx.. one week at least 3days free for mi... wahahahaha... then we can go jogging and exercise together.. lalalala... i left 100days nia.. my 100days.. kao ni le.. wahaha... =D

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Thursday 24 January 2008,12:21:00

haha... yesterday i get to know that guy age rite.. today.. i get to know he's not married yet.. single summore... lolx.. well.. =,=" not i ask de.. hmmx.. sianx.. this morning he came.. XH jiu said again.. wahx say about shuai ge shuai ge jiu come liao... zzzz... i was like.. what the.. everyday say same thing not sianx mehx? plus.. we never talk about him what.. lolx.. then she very funny.. she asked him.. "can i ask you one qns? are you married?" when he replied no.. she ask gf lei? he said no.. lolx.. then XH said.. dun bluff la.. u bluff mi arhx.. dun bluff old people.. lolx.. then he said really.. 7yrs liao.. she break off with him half yr ago... hmmx.. then i diam diam.. dun feel like talk.. just stand there closed my eyes and rest.. then when XH went into office.. he suddenly asked mi "xiao jie, correct ma? girls are realistic..." i was like.. please.. humans are realistic not just girls lorx... then he continued saying.. got a job in bank.. manager or something de... then i asked.. " she is got another liao or hiam u?" =X he said he suspected she got another.. lolx.. sighx.. da xue sheng lai de... lolx.. hmmx.. 7yrs sia.. i tot.. i already very cham... 5yrs liao tio dumped.. lolx.. he even more cham... 7yrs.. but.. he good looking la.. say wan gf.. i think alot will queue.. lolx.. wahaha... =P hmmx... half yr ago also... lolx.. same.. sighx...
that nitex daddy called mi.. pei mi talk for 3hours plus sia.. lolx.. so long.. haha.. so surprised.. lolx.. XH tot i talking to bf.. =,=" hmmx.. daddy ever said this.. dun keep think that he very good... if he really devoted.. where will less than a year change target liao... sighx.. then i tot of noel.. with gf 6yrs also broke off.. he took 2yrs to heal... sighx... maybe daddy's right... sighx... this few nitex keep think of him.. work there too boring and free liao.. keep think of him and tear abit... sighx.. stupid rite? anyway lousy deardear... get to eat chou toufu.. so good.. her house there pasar malam got sell sia.. tt day when mi and ser walking to take 172, i smelt chou toufu sia.. but we searched the pasar malam.. cant find.. i mean at boonlay interchange de.. sianx.. so sadx... i wan my chou chou.. lolx.. hahahahaha... hmmx.. by right today got one interview.. but i overslept.. never go... =X sianx.. hmmx.. now ZY got talk more to mi liao.. but still never really talk much la.. lolx.. he very cute sia.. previous nitex got one lady want buy lighter but we never sell.. then she asked him to sell her his..then he shake his head.. then she asked if he smoke he nodded.. then she asked him sell her he shaked again.. then she said or u lend mi la.. i do something liao return u.. he hesitated awhile then took out, lighted one cigarette liao pass to her.. hmmx.. one hr later.. he was like asking.. "she make phone calls should be finished le rite?" lolx.. then nvm.. ytd nitex when i start work.. he suddenly tell mi.. "ytd tt lady borrowed the lighter never return" lolx.. i was like.. huh.. oh.. haha.. actually i forgot le sia.. haha.. he like so cute lorx.. lolx.. hmmx.. actually i was thinking.. its like know more and more about that 'handsome' each day... 1st, his age.. next.. he's single.. lolx.. when can know his name? then his num? lolx... kidding.. =X haha...
*serser want mi change my wishlist... - good frenx... 1st she say u already have le ma good frenx...like serene.. lolx... then i say okok.. i shoud put MORE good frenx rite? haha... then she said ya.. then said put behind requested by serene lolx.. funnie.. hmmx.. i also feel like its so weird putting good frenx.. i knew someone will say something.. haha... =P

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Wednesday 23 January 2008,06:51:00
funnie guy =X

yesterday didnt get to sleep much, accompany serser go see doc, then she rush to an interview... and somehow she got mi an interview =,="" so i went down.. hmmx.. after which she joined mi when she finished her first interview haha... anyway grats her! she got the job!! haha... jiayou ba.. hmmx.. then after she sign her appointment letter, we went jp for dinner.. lolx.. had kfc... gosh... hmmx.. by the time we finished eating, 7plus liao then we took 172 to my place.. hmmx.. went market there to buy bubble tea.. oreo spin.. nice!! hmmx.. serser.. i knw why tt LFZ not there liao haha.. coz he went back hometown.. haha.. sianx.. u knw what.. i always tao words.. heehee.. heard his wife quite pretty, then work office de.. earn abt 1.6k hmmx.. more than him sia.. then.. got take up course de worx.. lolx.. but.. he very fierce to her de.. she very scare of him =,="" then.. he drinks alot! gosh.. seems like a not very nice guy wahaha... hmmx.. super tired sia.. hmmx.. morning 5plus when the 'handsome' came.. he said morning then i like no strength reply he was like wahx.. look at ur face.. =,=" i was like huh what happen to my face.. then he said like wan to slp wan to slp like that.. zzz.. tot wad sia.. lolx.. paisei.. haha.. then i knw he howx old liao.. lala... tao out without having to ask.. lala... coz he call XH to come over to check the bread.. so he called out AH ZEI.. then i pretend ask.. u younger than her mehx... he say shud be ba.. then when XH came over, he told her.. "she very funnie, ask if i got younger than u..." then XH ask him howx old.. wahaha.. he said 27.. mi and XH burst out laughing.. lolx.. coz... XH said he 30plus ba.. wahaha... then when XH walked into office.. he said mi.. "angry.. say i 30plus.. my face look so young say i so old.." lolx.. so funnie.. haha... cute la he.. if only i could take down his pic then can show u.. lolx.. hahaha... wahx.. stupid lehx.. tis morning when he reached, XH said.. "xiao jie just talk about u and u came" =,=" then he say "bai tian bu ke yi jiang ren" i was like.. haven bai tian.. still dark lolx.. hmmx.. then when XH not around he said again.. bai tian really cannot say abt ppl.. say liao will come de.. i was like.. plz lei.. u standard 5plus must come de lorx.. =X he smilex... hahaha... lolx.. funnie sia.. hmmx.. sianx.. tml got another interview at shipyard road.. sianx.. always those area de.. go til i sianx sia.. boring.. sighx...

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Monday 21 January 2008,16:25:00
long entry wahaha...

wow, few days nv blog le.. no time.. busy.. lolx.. nitex time working.. wish i got laptop, bring there and blog... wahaha.. coz there super free de.. nuthin to do.. da chang ying only.. lolx.. =X reali super boring there de haha... hmmx.. i sit on chair and dozed off every nitex wahaha.. then used unwanted receipts to draw and fold hearts.. lolx... very long nv draw liao.. hmmx.. used to draw when im bored and nothing to do..

hAppiE~ HaPPie~ HAPPIE~~

i wAn stAy hAppiE!!! lalalala~~~~

hmmx.. fri nitex was my first day at work, planned to slp at 5pm then wake up 10pm go work de.. but end up that day, i asked my nephew come over my house pei mi, then he reached about 1.30pm, so after shower we went down for lunch, then rush home.. we shifted my bed to another position, and WE CLEANED IT!!! lolx.. tt day so hardworking sia, so got the mood to clean up lolx.. coz last time everytime da shao chu, i see the bed frame, i lazy clean sia.. lolx.. coz the wire like checkers like that so diificult to clean.. lolx.. tt day we cleaned it.. wow.. so happie.. then changed the bedsheet lolx.. so clean.. then the room looks so spacious with the new position.. hmmx.. lalala... by the time im done with the bed, its like 6pm le.. =,=" then i go shower, all this.. almost 7pm.. watched shou zhu.. 8pm.. gosh... cant slp also.. then talk on phone... wahaha... like this... 10pm liao.. lolx..

hmmx.. then next day after work, went home.. do the oto trimax and forgot howx many sits up.. lolx.. then went interview.. hmmx.. after interview, met deardear go shop for new year clothes.. haha.. super tired.. took 172 home.. actually wanted took ride from 2nd sis de.. but she left without mi =X sads... sighx.. dozed off on bus.. but thankfully, i nv overshot my stop.. wahaha.. then went market find my dajie,then this guy saw mi asked.. wahx u no need slp one arhx.. haha... wonder howx he know i nv slp.. =,=" mayb coz i carry shoppin bag? lolx.. then buy masks at guardian and went home, dun tink i go home slp horx! i went home put down my stuffs and went over my 3rd sis house.. =X

at my sis house there de lift...

watched awhile tv at my sis house liao, we went beauty world.. she go do eyelash perming.. lolx.. then she asked mi sharpen my eye brow.. =,=" pain sia.. dang! hmmx.. after im done, mi travis and jimmy went mac sit down and chat? erm.. bought mac wings and fries and drinks, then while eating.. jimmy talk to mi.. haha.. hengx he can talk la.. ah bo sian.. i mean awkward lorx if no one talk.. like tt time, i go help my er jie fu, he drove mi home.. but on the journey home, we nv talk at all.. wahaha.. hmmx.. anyway, sianx.. talk and talk suddenly jimmy asked mi.. u and tony no more liao mehx? wad the... these couple cannot spare mi de.. both take turns to mention his name in front of mi.. zzz.. my 3rd sis love to suddenly mention his name also.. argh! please jux stop asking mi any qns which got to do with him la! lolx.. haha... anyway yeah!! im gonna have full mani and pedi for cny le.. instead of express de.. lalala.. coz my sis went do eyelash there they got tis special price for 1st trial customer $48 nia for spa mani and pedi.. hmmx.. then she booked 3feb.. coz fully packed le.. haha.. hmmx.. so happie.. lalala... but their tingx quite exp la.. =X nvm... hmmx.. after my sis finally done! we went upstairs there eat dinner.. fried kuay teow.. wooh... veri nice... lolx.. my sis say veri nice ask mi tried.. hengx i did.. haha.. coz reali nice! hmmx.. reach home 9pm liao.. lolx.. lied down awhile... 10pm liao =X lolx.. tired! haha... then my er jie drove mi to work... heehee.. they shund bian buy abit tingx then go home liao... my 3rd sis pang sehx mi! say hao sun go jb de.. end up they went tt nitex... idiot.. haha... then about 2.30am.. i saw her and jimmy haha.. she come find mi awhile.. hmmx.. anyway talked to the lady-XH hmmx.. haha.. then realised oh, i mistaken.. coz the first nitex i overheard XH and tt china kid-ZY talked ma.. i heard.. someone wife ran off.. wahaha.. i tot is.. his.. lolx.. end up no.. lolx.. sadx.. =X hahahaha... kidding.. hmmx.. sianx..

anyway end up sun nv go svc.. tired plus a little headache le.. i not enuf slp or slp too much will headache de sia.. lolx.. so slept from 7plus til 11.. zzz.. so little hours.. sianx.. then lai chuan til 1plus... hmmx.. around 3plus mi and dajie went over 3rd sis house.. coz bringing dajie go rebonding.. so good.. i also wan.. haha.. anyway the hairdresser see mi say wahx u slim alot.. lolx.. i was like.. one yr liao u still rem howx fat i was mehx.. =X haha.. then i do hair treatment.. my 3rd sis got sign package so she gif mi one and do.. zzz.. but my sis forgot tell her i wan do scalp treatment.. but the lady boss also nv ask sia.. jux do rebond treatment for mi.. wth.. common sense lei.. my hair nv rebond also do wad rebond treatment... zzzz... sianx.. =,=""

the hairdresser blew my hair for mi.. so funnie rite..
like ka boom hair rite? lolx like as if alot horx haha..

hmmx.. by the time my dajie one is done.. 7pm liao.. then we walked from ten mile there to teck whye market coz my er jie treated jimmy go eat hoo liew... zzzz... so he cant fetch us.. lolx.. they eat hoo liew.. we eat noodles at kopitiam.. lolx.. haha.. hmmx.. sianx.. once again reached home almost 9pm also.. watched tv then 9.30 tot go rest half hr then wake up bathe de.. but i fall aslp.. wahaha... 10.30 then woke.. wahx.. reached there 11pm liao.. lolx.. hmmx.. ytd still ok la.. hmmx.. but still bored.. haha.. today nv go interview... lolx.. coz.. i dunno the place at where.. i go online street directory find.. the address the agent gave mi and the map she gave like dun match sia.. then i go online yellow pages find the company name.. also different from the map she gave mi.. then i gave up.. coz plus i forgot to print out my CV and cpf slip.. =,=" then my house printer spoilt sighx.. so i emailed the agent say i not feeling well cant go.. plus i think i dun wanna tuas area.. lolx.. haha.. then i go my parents room do 20sit-ups plus eye mask and nose pack.. after that i do the oto trimax.and face mask... then i fell aslp.. wahaha... til 1pm then woke up.. hmmx... sianx.. the raffles de agent still nv called mi.. jux now i called her but she in meeting.. zzz.. til now.. still no news from her.. i mean.. even if ur cilent dun wan mi or wad le.. u still shud like call mi and let mi knw rite.. zzz.. hmmx... anyway... my 3rd sis say.. 3feb we go do full de liao.. 6feb at westmall de she nv cancel.. we go paint fingernails .. hahaha.. but pay urself lolx.. haha... ok la.. i also tink so.. like tis better... ah bo.. 3feb painted liao.. by the time new year comes.. sure gone le.. haha... hmmx.. plus westmall there de got nail arts.. hmmx.. wahx.. prayed prime market on the last day reali pay mi liao sia.. mai tua mi.. =X

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Thursday 17 January 2008,23:51:00
tired day plus super FULL day lolx

wahx..tired sia.. lolx.. almost 3am then slp sia.. morning really dun wanna wake up de feeling haha.. but somehowx i managed to get myself wake up at 7.35am and did about 40sit-ups haha... then shower le go work for 5hrs... hmmx.. sianx.. =X 5hrs nia i already like super bored.. 8hrs howx sia.. lolx.. 19days to survive.. sighx.. worst.. need to memorise veggie prices!!! gosh... rem last time i first time work there.. i scare most is veggie pricing liao.. dang.. but then.. haha.. when work at cold storage.. i actually can rem all veggie.. and rem which is which veggie sia.. wahahaha... sianx.. so long liao so many yrs.. now.. i forgot all liao sighx.. sianx.. hope no one buy veggies.. i mean.. siao.. who will come buy veggies at midnitex??!! =X

deardear came find mi around 12.40pm haha.. she waited almost one and half hour for mi coz i finish at about 2.10pm.. hmmx.. grats her sia.. haha.. got a job le.. she's so lucky.. always get chosen.. haha.. anyway after my work, we came back my house rest awhile.. hmmx.. did another 2o sit-ups... then wait for my dajie come home.. hmmx.. around 4pm then she came back.. then we went tanjong pagar to see one agent liao we went bugis.. heehee... had seoul garden.. lala... we 7pm went in eat.. around 8.15pm, serser then joined us... wahx.. we really ate til closing sia.. 10.15pm like that..

our first soup, everything just add in lolx..

deardear eating her fav beef sliced dip egg.. yummy!

our second soup when serser came.. healthy look rite? haha..
with my fav black pepper beef & quite nice tom-yam chic on the hot plate

sErsEr busy eating.. lolx.. =P

trying to cook egg prawn..left side is my sista way
and left side is mine~

~dEssErt tiMe~

going home after dinner haha...
*note... i did something super throw face at seoul garden.. lolx.. coz before serser came.. i took alot beancurd as beancurd goes nice with soup but somehow theirs not nice so when ser came.. still left alot.. then when ser wan go take food, mi and deardear wanna go take mushrooms and prawns for soup also.. so we followed ser went out.. then mayb i keep tinkin abt the beancurd.. i saw someone takin beancurd.. dunno why i jux felt it was ser.. i walked up and saw dun take beancurd dun take beancurd, we got alot there liao... lolx.. i even used my hand and stop the person from taking.. lolx.. hmmx.. then i was like why tt person no reaction.. the hand still hang in the air like still wanna take the beancurd.. then i lift up my head.. i got a shock! wahaha.. is a guy.. =,=" deardear walked over to mi.. then i so paisei sia.. keep hid my face behind deardear hahahaa... the guy was like lookin at mi stunned!!! plus he's a malay.. i spoke in chinese! wahaha... hengx.. lolx.. but funnie tingx is.. he wore white top.. erm.. serser wore BLACK!!! =X then still nvm.. while eating.. dunno why i jux keep have the mindset that ser ur beancurd dun forget eat.. lolx.. times i wanna say out the recall oops.. ser nv wanted beancurd. haha... laughed til siao sia.. tears in eyes also.. haha.. til now when i tink of it i still will laughed non stop... lolx.. =X

hmmx.. but somehow.. deardear like not very full.. faint.. =.=" i super full sia... gosh.. even tell serser.. let go sun 1o rounds tomorrow sia.. lolx.. hmmx.. dang.. left 108 days.. wahaha... can de.. can make it de.. =X oh ya, actually yesterday afternoon, the agent called.. asking me how was the interview.. hmmx.. i say ok lorx.. then she said the HR like quite interested in me.. asked her to check with me how i felt about the position haha.. then i asked if they told her howx much they gonna offer me.. she replied nopex not yet.. then i told her cause they seems like want to push down my pay to 1.4k hmmx.. then she said she call them and check with them le then let me know as she told them before min 1.5k haha.. but then.. til now still no news.. =X well, even if they really want me.. i still thinking want take ma.. coz.. i no clothes~ wahaha.. always thinking i should find those wulu company so no need bother about clothings de.. lolx.. but then again.. i wonder.. maybe i should take the step out and change myself le.. rite? hmmx.. the lady whom i will be working under and taking instruction from seems very nice and friendly.. ya.. she also told me and keep telling me.. here the working hours is comfortable and the working environment is nice.. the department we will be dealing with is nice also.. hmmx.. dunno.. haha.. seems nice i guess.. wahaha... i shouldnt hide in my world rite? time to step out and move it rite? haha.. wonder... if my sista... can lend me few hundreds buy some clothes and shoes and cosmetics ma.. wahaha.. hard la i know.. =X plus.. i dun dare open mouth also.. wahaha... sianx.. just now before eating, we shop around abit... went in these shop, super expensive shop but quite nice clothes there and guess what! got my size!! wahaha... i saw a few i like sia.. lalala... money money money~ give me money~ lalala~ hahaha...

then when the agent hung up.. i looked at deardear and said.. she said the HR is interested in me.. so unbelievable.. lolx.. coz when i going for interview, while walking to the company i still told reen.. aiyax wun get it de la.. i jux come for interview nia since the agent ask mi come.. haha.. lolx.. but.. well.. surprised that they want me.. lolx.. anyway now dunno howx le.. i was thinking.. if the agent go ask about the pay tingx, maybe they dun wan liao.. hahha... lolx..

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Wednesday 16 January 2008,23:26:00
nice day.. lolx..

hmmx.. reen!! thanks alot.. haha.. for pei mi today.. walk around for interview and meeting some agents.. lolx.. even tho i so so last min ask u out.. u still willing to take out some of your busy time to pei mi.. thanks alots.. really very touched.. =X and thanks for treating me eat.. gosh.. so paisei.. u like keep treat mi eat.. haha.. i mean tis few times we met while im jobless.. lolx.. haha.. thanks alot!!! really really very appreciate abt that!! =D loves~
afternoon my dajie called mi.. angie asked if i wanna do midnitex cashier from 18th til cny.. heehee... initially i rejected coz feel pay not worth.. haha... then after hang up i think it over.. was like.. mid nitex ghost buy mehx.. lolx.. so i called back my sis ask what time to what time.. haha.. then i agreed to take it.. lolx.. =D they say on my last day they will calculate and pay me.. dunno real bo but.. well.. will have around $600 heehee.. so happie.. reen say.. $600 only u so happie.. if u get one office job $1700 bu shi happie til wad.. haha.. diff la.. summore.. erm.. for someone who no income for 2mths liao.. hundred is ALOT! hahaha... hmmx... saw sheane sia.. so surprised.. lolx.. then pei reen go buy some cosmetics.. then happen my sis sms mi.. then i ask her i very lousy horx.. til now still dunno howx to make-up.. my frenx they go out always will put on some... she say ya lorx.. ask mi wan learn? she teach mi but need money lei.. haha.. i say ya lorx.. need buy those products.. very exp.. lolx.. hmmx..reali tink its time i learn to put on make up liao.. but my sickening face.. so ugly.. =X so big pores.. lolx.. =X sighx..
serser... dun forget come my house for reunion dinner oh... wahaha.. =P hmmx.. no need paisei la.. haha... hmmx.. wahx.. hungry liao sia.. =X had a super late lunch like about 5.30pm? lolx.. so never take dinner.. gosh... now hungry liao.. hmmx.. yesterday nitex was still thinking.. really must start to sleep early liao coz if not nitex time will find snacks eat.. =X plus also plan to learn to sleep early like 10pm-6am.. haha.. but now.. took up that part time.. wahaha.. cannot slp!! hmmx.. die.. my dark eyes.. =X lolx..hmmx.. tml morning need go work 5hrs to learn open counter... haha.. tired.. =X tis morning cant get to slp much coz morning received alot calls!!! dang... hai wo cant sleep... haha.. tired...

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Tuesday 15 January 2008,22:06:00
nice day~lala~

oh, was really glad that i get to meet my primary school tutor on sun sia.. in the morning i was still thinking if i could get to see her as i kept seeing indian ladies walking pass... haha.. and then.. I SAW HER!!! gosh.. i nearly couldnt believe my eyes.. haha.. she rem mi.. i mean.. she dun recognise mi but she rem mi! lolx.. so happie.. missed her for years.. think the last time i saw her i was in sec one.. haha.. 10yrs plus le.. gosh.. really so happie to see her.. hmmx.. and also saw my sec sch fav store seller haha... so qiao sia... lolx..

travis had 2days mc.. so today i went over his house to pei him.. hmmx.. then around 1pm we went supermarket to buy some stuffs coz i wanna cook wahaha.. very long never cook le.. hmm.. wow.. spent like $17plus sighx... even dug coins to buy the cheese sausages.. haha.. hmmx.. then went home.. i hurry cook pasta for lunch... heehee.. travis said nice and ate quite alot.. so miracle.. haha...

erm... the pic not veri nice i know lolx.. hahaha... =X

anyway then i cooked winter melon soup and stir-fried mushrooms for dinner.. wahaha... the mushrooms very nice.. bought two types to cook.. one is.. dunno what oyster white mushroom, the other one is wild brown dunno what de lolx.. haha.. then think my oyster sauce put too much.. gosh.. super super salty.. =X hmmx.. never manage to shift my bed.. haha.. tot of shifting my bed de.. change my things position.. lolx.. but today whole day kind of busy cooking then washing up and cook again and wash up again.. lolx.. tomorrow not free also.. will be out whole day.. lolx.. hmmx.. see howx ba.. haha.. oh ya.. this afternoon my sis called mi say got urgent thing to tell me.. coz i was cooking so i asked travis answer ma.. lolx.. end up is only.. to tell mi she booked for mani and pedi on 6feb liao.. haha.. i was surprised.. coz tt time i asked her treat mi she say cannot la.. so exp.. lolx.. but anyway.. when i asked her what time she said 4.30pm... i was like so late? then i know is express de nia.. lolx.. but then.. still very happie and grateful la.. heehee.. so nice of her to treat mi.. wahaha... =D happie~happie~happie~~

anyway, like so many ppl falling sick.. travis is sick, serser also.. then now deardear u also fever.. gosh.. please take good care ok!?! serser, please go see doc! u even vomitted tis morning le! not a joke ok? and deardear.. please.. really take good care of yourself... please watch what you eat la.. sighx.. stop eating junks for the time being can??!! please? eat more healthier abit la.. and change your slping habits.. sighx.. i also planning to learn to slp at 10pm and wake up at 6am.. lolx.. hard i know.. wahaha.. plus.. also dunno when then i will start to do it.. =X ahahaha... hope soon ba.. heehee... =P

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Sunday 13 January 2008,23:17:00
lalala~

t0day sales is slightly better than yesterday tho.. ahaha... but still not very good la.. =X hmmx.. moreover morning people dun wanna take fried stuffs so alot rejected trying.. haha.. i even bought one packets chicken nuggets... wahaha.. coz quite nice la.. then also bought 4packets chicken franks coz offer ma.. 1for$1.45 but 2for$2 haha.. buy and keep for cny.. lolx.. hmmx.. today quite fun.. ya.. the promoter who promote osyter mushroom one.. even cooked and scooped some let me eat.. so nice!!! i mean the mushroons sOo nice!!! lolx.. wanted buy but.. quite exp like that haha... anyway.. really very thankful to the hotdog promoter.. coz she really been helpin mi alot! in the morning when the fryer came.. she taught me what to do and taught me better ways to handle things.. then afternoon when i cleaning up.. she also come and helped me clean up!! lolx.. coz she see i blur blur dunno wad to do like that.. wahaha.. my dajie also dunno wad to do lorx.. of no help sia.. =X hahaha... oh.. had been eyeing this skippy peanut butter since yesterday once they put out and display on shelf le.. the peanut butter comes with this animal pouch so cute.. the moment i saw it.. i wanted the cow!!! wahaha.. initially wanted buy but my sis said she no longer eat that.. then i was thinking cant be waste the peanut butter ma.. so i tried looking for people who got eat that.. ohhoo... tian zhu wo ye.. lolx.. kelvin got eat and!!! his one jux finished!!! wahaha... so.. today i got my cow pouch! mOo~

anyway today overall is quite nice and fun lorx.. even wonder why only 2days.. lolx.. coz the hotdog pormoter until friday sia.. lolx.. wanted ask angie extend when my sis say is angie decide one ma.. hahaha... =P

hmmx... sometimes.. the tot of.. he no longer care abt mi or bother abt mi.. still makes mi sadx.. and hurt... sighx.. the tot of him having a gf le.. also.. dun mean to purpose go tink but.. times will tot of it.. sighx.. i mean.. used to all along he cares abt mi and hav only mi.. but now.. sighx.. reali kills... =X anyway tink i bett go slp le.. tired.. super tired! afternoon lunch break, i bought one aloe vera yoghurt and one strawberry yoghurt drink and sat outside the supermarket there eat and slp.. then.. keep tink of him.. sighx.. dunno.. always wonder.. if reali loved before.. can really so fast forget and accept new one ma? if he was really hurted too... why he can so fast... changed... sighx... sadx.. does our 5yrs really mean nothing at all? sighx... anyway tomorrow morning got one interview at orchard.. hmmx.. deardear agreed pei mi go coz she want eat jack place.. lolx.. hope she wun put mi plane tis time.. =X tired...

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Saturday 12 January 2008,21:26:00
tErribLe dAy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

t0day's a bad day.. reali veri bad day for mi...terrible.. now still feelin super umcomfortable... sighx... started the bad badly too.... first, i was late for like 5mins... then.. the deep fryer cant seems to work... then i forgot bring the name card of the person in charge.. then my sis frenx like not happie.. sianx.. then after very long.. manage call the company i guess.. say wait for their people come down lorx.. but then.. all i received is a call.. asking mi to call another promoter who used the fryer... zzz.. so he teached mi to fix the problem... finally got it done.. but then.. =,=" smoke came out.. so i hurry off the power.. then one promoter ask mi.. izzit coz got oil so burnt? so i try clean the oil.. after that.. the ting can work again.. i tried and tried.. still cannot.. hmmx.. sianx.. then the manager ask mi.. nvm abt tis first.. dun waste time on it.. try promote to cust... sianx.. so i tried... =X sighx... sales super lousy... wahaha... tired.. sianx... lazy to type much.. lolx.. so tink.. not gonna say much abt the day there la.. sianx...

reached home about 5plus then slp coz super tired.. but then.. about 8 like that.. i suddenly woke up... feeling super umcomfortable... feeling sadness.. dunno why... tink i had some dreams but.. i dun recall any.. sighx.. woke up.. feel so much like cry out but.. cant ku bu chu... argh.. super umcomfortable.. tot of call ser de dunno why.. haha... the 1st one i tot of is call ser.. wahaha.. but of coz i din.. lolx.. i called deardear.. woot.. call her liao then managed cried out.. lolx.. argh.. but felt like goin crazy like that... reali feel so umcomfortable!!! argh... then i tell deardear.. felt like doin something right now.. she asked what? i said... felt so much like.. killing myself NOW!!! arghx... reali hen xinku la.. =X felt like shout out loud!! sighx... dang!! what is wrong?!?!! argh....

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

jiAy0u!!!!

end up i did 60 sit-ups.. lolx.. and nuthin else sia... dang! cannot.. like tis.. my target howx!!! left 115 days only!!! thursday i still did like 40 sit-ups with 200jumps, and 100over hand movements "exercise" plus 30mins of oto trimax... then friday i merely did 60 sit-ups and nuthin else!!! not even the oto trimax sia... gosh... planned to wake up 7am coz start work at 8am.. but tink i bett wake up at 6.30am to do the oto trimax plus some sit-ups sia.. haha... die.. tis few nitex dunno wads wrong.. super tired and slpy liao but like dun wan slp.. end up super late then slp then become so tired.. lolx.. like now.. im supposed to be slping!! haha.. hmmx.. sighx.. sianx.. jux now my sis talked to mi abt him.. sighx.. dun wanna talk abt him la.. but each time my sis they talk abt him.. i jux can act nuthin.. but.. in my heart i reali fel sadx.. dun wanna be remind of him tho i keep tot of him... but.. argh... dunno.. oh God.. please.. take away my memories.. lolx.. sighx... but in any case.. still wanna thank God coz.. i dun feel as terrible as i used to.. i mean.. tho will feel a little sadness in mi.. but not like last time.. will just cried out loud.. =X tho might tear a little at times.. haha.. well.. jux pray i will soon get over it.. and forget about it.. wish... him true happiness... sighx...wow... goin 1.30am le.. hahaha... 5hrs of slp left.. but tink i go lie down now.. 2.30am then will reali slp ba.. end up is like.. wow 4hrs of slp again... haha... =X nitex everyone... =D

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Friday 11 January 2008,18:56:00
tiRed

woah... tired... hahaha... slack too much liao.. not use to work liao lolx.. plus didnt had much slp the day before.. hmmx.. tis morning super tired sia.. but wei le $50.. mux dong! hahaha... went over to this primary school at shengkang to help my sis interview people... lolx.. ytd keep answering calls sia... =,=" and today also.. today i purposely bring earpiece coz scare doing tingx no hand take out hp.. lolx.. reali like busy woman today... haha... so funnie.. "interview" ppl.. lolx.. then.. whole day wash bowls.. lolx.. hengx tt time i nv go help out.. wahahaha.... =X

then hungry also sia.. nv eat anythin.. stupid rite? nv even buy drinks.. haha... anyway.. wei le help out.. ytd rejected one interview.. actually not really reject la.. postpone to mon.. sianx.. morning 10am sia.. =,=" at orchard... hmmx.. then jux now noon.. one agent call mi say her cilent raffles de shortlisted mi.. would like to see mi.. lolx.. i was like.. shortlisted? or only mi nia? hahaha... but i say i cant go today.. she asked cannot ask to go off early for an hour or so? lolx.. then she say help mi check with her client... then for veri long she nv call back.. i tot no more liao.. haha.. 5.30pm she called say wed 3.30pm the manager would like to see mi.. sianx.. wed... why cannot all together lei? sighx... then on the way home.. 6plus.. got another agent called.. say saw my resume on monster.com.. haha.. actually wanted reject but sound like not bad so i say can try.. 1st is coz 5.5days work.. i wan 5days nia.. haha.. but she say the pay up to 2k sia.. then ot claimable... lolx.. then got transport at jurong mrt... hmmx.. quite near.. oh.. the location is at jurong island la.. haha... 7.30-4.30 lolx.. but got contract de.. i dun like contract lei.. sianx... =X see howx ba.. haha... anyway still thanks God for all these opportunities but pray He can lead mi to what He want for mi.. lolx.. i dunno howx to choose la.. hahahahaha... =P hmmx..tired sia.. jux had 2rolls of crabstick sushi and 5mini tako balls... lolx.. haven do my exercise for today sia.. sianx.. feel like slp... hahaha... =X

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Thursday 10 January 2008,22:02:00
smiLex

*yawn* didnt slp much...lolx..4plus then slp.. 5plus my sis called..lolx.. but i nv ans.. was waiting for her to call again but she nv.. hahaha.. hmmx.. then..8plus woke up liao.. =,=" was tinking over some thoughts then xiang dao sis von.. coz suppose to meet her on sun de.. but i not goin sun svc tis week.. then was tinking shud b ok ba as she sat svc also ma.. haha.. then was tinking sms her ask if she wanna meet sat instead.. then xiang dao.. oops.. i no money sia.. haha.. dang! was kind of fretting over no money issue when my 2nd sis call again.. lolx.. then she was saying she gonna put ad in wan bao.. put my hp num.. then tell them tml go interview at where.. then tml mrn ask mi go help interview them then help out my bro-in-law... give mi $50.. gosh.. i was like so much? haha.. then she say nvm la see u so poor.. hohoho... thank God sia.. so i got another extra $50 to survive the week... lolx.. coz the promoter part-time one is not on the spot pay me sia.. lolx.. she say will send cheque over.. >.<" then i was like.. wahx like that need a week or so ba.. heeheex...
hmmx.. just now morning 8plus, received a sms from someone whom i feel will nv sms mi... guess who? wahaha... cant guess rite.. its pei xiong.. lolx.. so surprised sia.. even more surprised when he told mi he workin in the same company as nat... wahaha... they like so close sia.. lolx.. then i was like.. wahx.. then u see her almost everyday? lolx.. =P but anyway was reali glad to receive a sms from u.. coz always tot.. u dun save my num wahaha... =X hmmx.. feeling so tired sia.. lolx..
serser...rem tis songx ma...jesus loves me2...

Jesus loves me this i know
for the bible tells me so
little ones to Him belong
they are weak but He is strong

if a child can understand
that Jesus love is real
my friend i cannot comprehend
the reason that you fail
to feel the love that Jesus has
to die for you and me
when all you need is simple trust
and a child-like faith to see~

Jesus loves me this i know
the bible tells me so
i've sung this song so many times
but still i never know
what did He ever see in me
for all He has to give
to give His life at Calvary
that you and i will live~

(chorus)
will you ever see
His blood upon the sand
can you never feel
the nailprints in His hand
if you only knew
the love He has for you
like i know that Jesus loves me
yes Jesus loves me
this i know

still you do not realise
why tears are in my eyes
i cried because i know the cause
my saviour sacrificed
yes jesus loves me this i know
the bible tells me so
but words alone can never tell
the pain He came to know~

(chorus)
yes, jesus loves me
yes, jesus loves me
yes, jesus loves me
the bible tells me so~~~

rem ma? haha...my since young most loved christian song.. lolx.. hmmx.. during this 5yrs.. once awhile i still will tink of it and sing.. haha.. its reali a super nice songx.. but sadx.. not much ppl heard of it.. and cant find it also... haha.. =)

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Wednesday 9 January 2008,23:14:00
my g0als

w0w! was so happie and excited today.. kinda giving up hopes on the PSA liao. when i received a call from another agency... lolx... actually i dun really want find agency de.. but then yesterday before i went out, as i glanced through the jobs available.. somehow this particular one caught my attention and i thought why not just try even though it's agency... haha... then today they called... what's most surprising was.. the post they offer is from PSA as well!!! wow.. then she asked mi for my expected.. i said 1.6k lorx.. then she say can i put for u like 1.7k? gosh... i mean who will reject higher pay? lolx.. then she say she will send my resume to her cilent and get back to mi.. gosh.. so excited sia.. tho.. erm.. not yet confirm.. haha.. but im still so glad and happie.. =D
sis minghui called mi tis aftn.. and we chatted awhile.. initially i saw the name i was like.. i got save my er jie fu num mehx? then i see the num.. a..no arhx.. er jie fu num dun start with that.. haha.. then i oh.. is sis minghui la.. haha.. hmmx.. chatted awhile.. then told her i couldnt make it for svc.. then she asked mi to go down for sat one.. well.. kinda glad la.. coz dun reali wan miss the sermon too.. =) then she asked mi abt my chou toufu.. ohhoo.. she say chinatown got one.. quite chou.. but tink to mi wun chou ba.. coz she say pasar malam de quite chou also.. =X i find pasar malam de.. erm.. not chou one.. lolx.. tink.. i reali need go taiwan to eat!!! haha.. another goal of the year!! lolx... go taiwan for a holiday at dec2008!!! gosh... realy pray i get that job! haha...
went lot one for dinner with my sista... she treat mi eat pasta... hehe.. coz i felt so much like eating pasta sia.. lolx.. had creamy chic again.. >.<" damn full.. hmmx.. after dinner.. walked abit then go home le.. she bought one earring for mi.. coz 1for$2 and 3for$5... so i saw one i like so she gave mi one.. heeheex... still very excited over the job tingx =X jux simply hope they call tml again... hahaha... anyway.. my goal of the year.. let's see... first! lost 20kgs by my birthday!!! which is like...118days more to go only!!! gosh... had done some exercise just now.. heeheex.. muz reali continue in doin sia.. muz do it!!! hmmx... secondly... work hard and save up! dun wanna be like the past anymore! always in debts and always broke to go out! so.. pray i get tis job and hurry clear all debts and start saving up! thirdly... heehee... make more frenx and go out and hang out more rather than always stuck at home! hence, muz complete 1st step and 2nd step 1st! lolx.. coz.. i muz slim liao then have confident to make more frenx and go out... no confident i dun dare go out.. then.. no money i cant go out too.. wahaha... so... my first 3 BIG GOALS!!! oh.. and one more most impt goal i wanna achieve... that is.. erm.. change my characteristics! actually i hate myself alot.. truly.. haha.. so.. i need to change.. i wan to stop being someone so selfish who tink of herself only.. i wanna be someone who only tink for others! who can go the extra miles to do something for others! this is what i wan to be! gosh, i knw its hard but i will try real hard! i knw its funnie with such thoughts but seriously, when i was young.. i wanted to be HAO REN! but then.. when i grew up.. i became evil more than good.. i became so damn selfish... someone who only tink for herself.. wan tingx that benefits only herself... so i mux stop it rite? =) man! tis year is really gonna be so different for me! heehee... i muz do it.. yeah! 20kgs~ 20kgs~ lala~ lalala~

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

08jan08

went for my first interview today, lolx.. hmmx.. sadx.. the PSA one never call mi... sighx... anyway, thanx ser for meeting mi.. heehee.. after my interview, we ate at mac.. actually wanted eat long john de.. =X but ser bought drink le when i reached there... lolx.. so we ate at mac... slack awhile then we walked abit at the pasar malam before heading to NUH... lolx.. her appointment is 3.50 but we were like still looking around at pasar malam when it's 3.40? lolx...

we went dover to take the free shuttle bus... =D pic taken on the shuttle bus... ohhoo... sunday wanted take one pic with u to 'ji nian' 1st svc with u.. lolx.. but forgotten...haha... anyway, we spent almost two hours in NUH i think... haha... her medicines took sooo long to prepare sia haha... then before we left NUH, went in one of the shop there to take a look coz they got this nice board game display which looks really nice!! and not very exp! but i bought 3 inspiration cards and 4small magnets...

this one is one of the card which i bought! love the words on it.. but too bad left one pc.. if not i would sure buy a few more to bless some frenx~

after leaving NUH, we took train down to bugis to meet Jean.. =) they very funnie one.. from morning i hear ser say meeting jean, but each time i ask her wad time and where u meeting her, she will like dunno... faint sia.. haha... until almost 6pm le.. they still dunno where to meet... lolx.. then ser sms jean say "val coming, she ask you wan meet where" =.=" then initially say meet jurong east.. then i was like u work so far come all the way here? tot u wanted go town? she say ser say i dun wan go town rite? lolx... i say anything but she say nvm we meet jurong.. haha... then ok lorx.. so decided on IMM... then.... after awhile, she called ser again.. ask... wan meet jurong or town? lolx... funnie sia... ser even ask her toss a coin... haha... end up choice is town, but... she say or wan go bugis?? lolx.. like this... we decided to go bugis... hmmx.. tink we reached there about 7.30pm... ser was super hungry liao.. but end up we had dinner at about 9pm? lolx.. jean brought us to walk around at this erm... forgot the name... tink HAJI LANE? the things there nice sia! though wulu wulu alley like that.. but nice! and....EXP! haha... then we saw this shop that sell those beads..we say next time we go there again to buy and make our own necklace and earrings! i saw this mushroom super cute lorx! i wan buy and make earring..hoho... =P oh...and also there's this shop not very exp tho.. but quite dim inside.. there's this baby!!!

so cute... after walking the haji lane.. we went back bugis junction, had noodles for dinner.. hmmx.. then went bugis street for a walk.. lolx.. oh, jean bought one perfume for the sake of the bottle.. the bottle cost like $1? but u must fill up the bottle with perfume..and the perfume is like.. 1ml $2...haha... end up she buy that small spray bottle with perfume for like $20over... lolx.. hmmx.. ser always say jean super luv to shop and knw to shop.. wow.. student nia but so much money to shop sia... >.<"

anyway, she nearly fall again when we were trying to cross the road to the coffeeshop for dinner sia... scared mi.. =X before we head home, had a pic taken with my hp..heehee... the shops were kinda all close already when we taking our pic.. erm.. and tis moment she saw her frenx! lolx.. so asked her frenx take for us... haha...
hmmx... then mi and ser head to sim lim sqaure there to take bus67... sighx.. cant help.. but tink of him.. sighx... tis few days... though was trying to enjoy my day by doing somethings, but my heart will somehow just keep feel sadx... my mind will somehow just keep think of him... this morning even dreamt of him.. argh... hated this... why am i the only one cant let go... sighx....

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Monday 7 January 2008,02:14:00
year 2008

w0w, another beginning of a year... haha... but hopefully this year will be lots different and lots better for mi! =)
well, went for svc today, didnt reali want to go down for the altar call tho.. lolx.. but was kinda bring down by her... haha... was feeling kinda weird down there... maybe coz ur heart still not yet prepared... so.. stand there reali feels weird... hmmx.. anyway, keep thinking of him... times... keep having him appear in my mind... arghh... didnt want that... reali trying hard.. lolx.. sighx... told myself... i wanna change for a better me! whether is it my looks, my mindsets, my attitude, my personalities.. i wan to totally change myself this year man!!! learning hard to let go... hopefully soon i can just stop thinking of him... soon, i can stop feeling the hurts and pains... soon, i can just buck myself up and find a great job and do well!

finally got to eat my chou toufu!!! but kinda disappointed coz not that chou sia.. lolx.. tink they sell too many other things, so the chou toufu standards fall... lolx.. like paster preached, they got distracted.. lolx.. hmmx.. had a haircut... today was my beginning of my new life! =D
dang! just had a fall outside my stupid bathroom.. lolx.. slipped and fell.. kinda piss off tho... haha... a small and simple fall nia.. and my knee bled and reali veri pain when touches water! was abt to shower when i had the fall.. lolx.. so no choice got to shower with pain... tried ways not to let water touch my knee... even tried lifting up that leg so that the water cant flow pass the wound... lolx.. but then again, i scolded myself... so useless! a little pain like this also cant tahan! always so scare of this and that... what is this small pain?!! so i put down my leg and stood under the water, gosh!!! PAIN!! haha... for like almost a min? then no longer feel pain.. haha... hope i can become stronger as times goes by... hope i can achieve something this year! reali truly hope this year will be the year for me!

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~