Monday 29 September 2008,20:51:00
w0w..clearing debts is so0o shiok
lolx.. =DDD
1st time in my life..
i so happie returning ppl money =X
ytd was doin a so called..ehh..
money planner?dunno la..
wadever it is call
haha..ya..planning my money
and seeing howx much i left =X
wahaha..my whole pay..
used to pay debts nia =X
haha..lolx..but man..
i was so happie.. =D
with singtel gone..
the load is one third gone
phew~
then when i gave money to mom
i asked her..so..i still owe howx much
she was like..no nid le la..
man!
surprise!
aha..so happie..
meaning next mth on..
i can have 100 more to use.. =X
or maybe..100 more to pay off
abit more of debts..haha.. xD
at this rate..hmmx..
i think..
by my bday..
i can be debt free!!
and break away with life of broke-ness
haha..YEAH!! =D
ehh..wait..
hmmx..well..
i still got him..nid to return
hmmx..feel so guilty..
til now haven pay him a single cent
hmmx..wonder if he got his course
hmmx..dunno howx he doin now..
hope he got the course he wanted..
and further upgrade himself
and do even better...hmmx..
anyway..ohhooo~
so happie at the tot of debt free
finally! haha..
gonna put a stop to..
lending habits!
hahaha... =)))
im changing..bit by bit..
tho VERY slow..
but at least..
i am changing!
and moving on! =D
just now had sakae..
wow..finally lorx..
been so long since i had sushi
haha..lalala..1st time..
i treat dajie i think..
haha..last time always..
she treat us.. =X
lalala...
well..think stop here..
lazy.. =X
heeheee...
Sunday 28 September 2008,21:22:00
stupid mi.. =,=
just now go internet banking
then realised...
fri jiu take pay liao
zzz...i still was like..
sianx..no cash le..
nid wait mon.. =X
lolx..but well..
also lucky i didnt know la
if not.. =,="
ytd at causeway..
sure spent alot
haha..no money also can
spent 60 70 liao.. =X
haha..hmmx..sianx..
haha..planning my money now
decided to record down..
every single thing i spent
haha..surprise rite?
haha..i tot so too lolx..
hmmx..and one happie thing
my singtel gonna clear le
woohoo~~~
so damn happie!!
haha..finally sia..
not going accumulate anymore
haha..lalala...
wan clear ALL debts
and be debt free!!
dread the days of..
no money..
no no no!!
gonna put a full stop
to the old living style..
nv gonna live the life..
of broke-ness!!
haha..nonono!!
=DDDD
wahx just reached home
from meeting moon
lolx..tired tired end up..
also nv rest go meet her
til now.. =X 2plus in the mrn
lolx..haha..talked alot..
til butt pain =,="
she teared..1st time..
(other than her aunt passed away)
veri happie.. =X
not saying wad..dun wu hui
haha..just glad..coz..ehh..
howx to say..hmmx..
dunno la..
its like..she's pouring out..
all her xin shi to mi.. =)
oh..and one thing..
just now forgot to blog
wahaha.... =PpP
recently..
keep got ppl said i slim le
hohohoho~~~
ytd met one neighbour at lift
she asked..'u jian fei arhx'
i was like..no arhx y?
then she said u slim le..
lolx..then one auntie..
at prime..also asked mi
u learn yoga got slim?
i said no lei..then she said
no mehx?i see u have lehx..
lolx..then today met ser
she also said..u slim abit le izzit
i was like where got..haha
then met clara shi..
she also said i slim abit
heehee..i told moon
moon was like..
told u le ma..have
u dun believe...
ur face also abit smaller
haha..then she said..
got ppl said u slim still dun wan
i die die wan ppl say i slim le
=X haha..well..
happie of coz..
its part of encouragement
to work harder..haha.. =D
hmmx..oh ya..
today then knew that..
sunshine grandma..
just passed away on mon..
fri just cremated..
hmmx..no wonder..
that day sis will saw him
and his mum and grandpa
at coffeeshop...hmmx..
but he also nv mention =X
sighx..
Saturday 27 September 2008,18:00:00
w0w.. veri tired..
just reached home..
about..5.40pm..
morning 8am jiu wake up le
then shower all these..
then went downstairs
meet ser go coffeeshop eat
waited for her for abt ehh..
dunno..20mins?i was early
plus she a lil late..haha...
or mayb my hp time fast =,="
after ate..we went causeway..
queued for that stupid nokia
so slow..then need wait few hrs..
sighx..didnt want wait
on the spot called dad
then he said nvm tml he go take
but aft think think..
aiyax..wan help..help all the way
dun halfway rite..
sighx..so 12plus i called nat
but she at work..then i called clara
heehee..she came over and meet mi
we went MOS burger..
sat down chit chat for abt 2hrS? =X
ben lai she intend to study de..lolx..
then 3plus almost 4pm..
we went nokia to collect..
omg..so many ppl..
=,=" almost 4.30pm then we left there
went courts see awhile..
then we go off le..
coz i wan fetch dajie off work..haha..
today..i like almost blessed ppl..
with half the extra money parents gave mi =X
the hp casing thing 30plus nia
mother gave 60..so extra 20plus..
hmmx..morning i treat ser breakfast
but..she said not feeling well..
end up only ate bread&eggs&teh bing
then while waiting for clara..
at the mrt stn there..got this old lady..
on wheelchair sell tissuses..
i gave her 2bucks..she wan change give mi
i told her no nid..then she said thank you
then dunno mumble wad..but i heard like
buy lunch or sth de..
so i asked her..who buy for u?
she said no one..then asked..i goin up?
so i asked wad she wan..then i go buy for her
haha..she wanted give mi money i told her
i go see 1st if hav anot 1st..
coz take money fr her so weird..
ppl might tot..i cheat her money lolx.
anyway when i gave her the rice..
she wanted pay mi..i said nvm la..
haha..ask her eat carefully got bones =X
then so long nv see clara..
wanted treat her..but..
she said she ate le..dun wan eat
so end up we drank ice milk tea nia..
lolx..haha..then morning when reached there
saw those donations flag day thing..
i walked up and put coin in..haha..
recently..see these..i will auto..
dug coins and walk up to drop..
lolx..think..i have not been doin this..
for very long..haha..ya lorx.. =)
felt that..i must have been very bad..
that's why im being punished now..
haha..so nowadays..will feel like..
giving out abit even when i dun hav..
haha..when i buy for tt old lady..
i was thinking..i might be broke..
but im still able to survive..
buying a meal for someone..
isnt goin cost mi much..
but it might means alot..
to them...
ya lorx..haha.. =)
wooh..tired..climbed stairs up
hesitated tho..haha..coz reali tired
but told myself cannot lazy.. =x
haha..wahx..went TheFaceShop
ben lai just wan buy..
one brush for sanjie nia..
omg..end up..spent $50 there
=,=" hopeless mi..argh!!
=X
Friday 26 September 2008,14:26:00
sighx..today..
nv go work again..
overslept..
sighx..sadx..
my boss still veri nice
sms him still can joke wtih mi
but i told him..
wahx u still can joke
sue sure veri unhappie..
sighx..then he said
dun worrie its ok
as long dun make it a habit
sighx..dunno..
argh..hate myself..
today alr fri..
tml can rest le..
why nv wake up!!
fuck!
upset with myself..
always only use mouth say
wan change wan work hard
but..nv once do it
argh..
howx long i wanna stay useless..
dang!
sianx..no go work..
feel super sianx
dunno why..
like so lonely..
haha..
just now look over my music
saw this song
ai wu li
wow..veri long nv hear le..
used to be my very fav!
hmmx..sighx...
最后我们分开了
虽然还是朋友
但做回朋友的情人
想摆脱关系不太容易
寂寞变成了习惯
习惯靠着孤单
想念该遗忘
不该在身旁
陪着我的每个夜晚
我只想 对着夜空轻轻的呼吸
寻找我最爱的人 到底在哪里
在慌乱中 翻箱倒柜寻找记忆
有一种爱 它曾经住在我心里
陪伴我 熬过多少个无声哭泣
不懂爱情 我的心如此无力
其实我很清醒
其实我很冷静
看着眼泪滴落在手心
dunno wads exactly wrong with mi
always have the sadx feeling in mi
sadx..and lonely..
which i dread most..
i hate this kind of feelings..
makes mi thinks...
makes mi wanna cries
and do nothing..
i dun like..
i dun...
Thursday 25 September 2008,22:28:00
man!
sometimes..
the more u wanna run away
the more u gotta face it!
fuck!!
kena force to go causeway point
this sat..
help parents go nokia care
ARGH!!
FUCK man!!!
damn it!
who wan pei mi
argh!!!
idiot..
why so suay
pei them go one time
now gotta go another
argh!
ASS!!!
Wednesday 24 September 2008,22:27:00
just came home..
went downstairs with sanjie
by rite is wan go stroll
but end up..
we stuck at prime haha..
saw a cust like..ehh..
purposely tryin to pick fight
sanjie called police..
lolx..waited half an hr
zZz..stupid lorx!
if reali big issue..
by time they come..
GONE liao le..
zzz..but tt guy waited there also
haha..then talked to this guy
like talkin to him..
haha..he talk very gentle de
lolx..funnie one..haha..
hmmx..waited almost half an hr
then realised..
we r not the only one..
called police..zzz..
ah chun and one HQ guy also called
lolx..wad the..
zao zhi dao we dun call..
but then again..
they call is go behind quiet call..
my sanjie is..
purposely walked to poh and tt guy
asked loudly..nid call police ma..
then called de..
if not..tink tt guy wanna fight
he with frenx..
they like wan beat poh liao
zzz..sehx sehx one...
but when police came..
he appeared super normal =,="
then mi and sanjie went off..
police said they took over..
lolx..meaning..
u two can stop KPO-ing here
haha..then we sat at blk 115
sit down chat chat..
then sanjie suddenly whispered..
tt guy behind u..
i said mai bluff la...
she said..reali..
then i turn..expecting her to luff
then i saw tt guy reali behind lolx..
then i sms poh..
haha..he veri cute sia..
ask mi call police
i wanted reply no nid then he called
then i said no worries la..
nothing one..he nv wad us also
then he keep say... dun let him knw
where u stay..haha..
i was like..wahaha...
he stayed next blk to mi
lolx..hmmx..then just received a sms
he asked.. r u ok?
lolx..i replied..
ya of coz wad would happen
then he said..dun let him knw
where u live if not late
he take u go.. LOLX
so cute sia he..haha..
i replied him said..
haha..i so big howx he take mi
if he dare touch mi i kick him
haha..funnie la.. heehee...
sanjie said..
tt poh quite ok looking
i was shocked tho =X
but tink..ren lao le..
taste follows..
haha..not saying he bad lookin
still ok la..for his age and pattern
haha..but just..
surprised sanjie said that..lolx.
well..ppl married le =X
haha..hmmx...
~ 分手就象 失去翅膀 ~
~ 想遍着你 的我 ~
~飞不到原来 的方向 ~
~ 每当象现在 我感觉到悲伤 ~
~ 我会努力 让你走的方式飞翔 ~
【只要相信,就会看见幸福的绿光】
ღ~ 谁能给我 一支神奇的锁 ~ღ
ღ~ 轻轻一开 就让寂寞飞走 ~ღ
ღ~ 好希望有人教我 怎么忘记伤痛 ~ღ
Tuesday 23 September 2008,22:33:00
recently reali in luv with tis song
veri nice!
reali likes it alot..
so decided to change my blog music
haha.. (:
im touched..everytime..
i see someone tag my blog..
coz it tells mi..
someone cares.. (:
yupx..
today took urgent leave
just suddenly.. hav the urge to..
accompany my mom whole day..
haha..weird rite..
ya..i love my family..
tho i express likewise
but i truly loves them!
its been reali long..
since i spend time with parents..
well..was glad i did today..
just that..
they went woodlands..
my forbidden area!
man!
i hate it there
i seriously do!!
after everything..
mom still wanted go the top floor
lim kopi!
i insisted dun wan!
i hate it here!
went there coz of them..
if not..
die i also insist..
im never gonna step into tt area
sighx..
谁能给我 一支神奇的锁
轻轻一开 就让寂寞飞走
好希望有人教我 怎么忘记伤痛
Sunday 21 September 2008,16:38:00
hasn't been very well these 2weeks
emotionally like kinda breakdown
dunno why...
been crying alot..
hmmx..and friday..
wasn't very well also
things..all went wrong..
everything sucks!
sighx..i did nothing..
i did nothing at all
all i did was flare temper
and cried!
felt so useless..
reali felt so useless..
just wanted to do sth for her
but yet..
sighx..useless..
really useless..
im tired..
really tired..
keep asking..
when..
exactly when..
then will GOD rem..
that im HIS creation too
fri nitex..
talk to deardear
breakdown..
cried and cried..
while waiting for moon..
kept asking her..
wad did i do wrong?
why must god do this to mi
why must god..
treat mi like this?
exactly wad did i do wrong!
shan bei zhi de chuo
shan bei zhi huan
SHAN BEI ZHI HUAN!
bu yao ran zhe bei zhi de wo
shou zui..BU YAO!
zhe bei zhi de wo..
gen ben bu ren shi shan bei zhi de wo
BU YAO!BU YAO!!
sighx..tired..
reali tired..
dun mean to bother deardear
with all this..
but..i reali dunno who to turn to
just nice she called as well
sighx...
谁能给我 一支神奇的锁
轻轻一开 就让寂寞飞走
好希望有人教我 怎么忘记伤痛
Tuesday 16 September 2008,09:26:00
wow..been wanting to blog
but end up lazy to..haha..
anyway the taiwan trip was cancel
i dun wanna go..end up they cancel
hmmx..decided that...
my other goals more impt
taiwan trip..can wait next yr
sanjie was sayin..go next yr
she and jiefu wan go also
hmmx..moon also wan go?
haha..dunno..so..decide to wait
and focus my other goals..
hmmx..anyway...last sat..
wasnt reali a good day for mi
was lookin forward to it so much
coz was supposed to try my veri
first cake making!
but end up..FAILED!
sobs sobs so damn sadx
my ice cream cake!!!
worst!!nv even get to complete
lolx..ice cream too soft le..
haha..end up..1st layer nia
gone!
wasted so much oreo cookies!
half tub ice cream.. =,="
coffee cake..moon say not bad
travis say nice..just the cream
not nice..i also feel cream not nice
coz too buttery lolx..but..
i dun like the cake also..like..
sponge cake de..hmmx..
as for cheesecake..
travis say nice..i feel..ok..
coz my cream cheese... =,=
nv dissolve completely
so can eat alot lumps cheese
haha..but other than that..
still ok lei..hmmx..ya lorx..
decided to do tt on thurs
for dajie bday.. =X
oh and the orh nee..
not bad! just that...
lousy deardear!!
nv mash properly..
no patience woman..
zzz... =,=
but taste still ok..
haha..looks like i still got
alot more to learn
in baking sia..
haha..cooking is still..
bett for mi..lolx.. =P
hmmx..ytd mc..coz mense cramp
lazy come work =X
tot sure will slp whole day
but end up..watched whole day show
gReEn fOreSt mY hoMe
nice nice!! oMg!
haha..watched til 11pm sia..
now left 5epi.. =X
oh and watched underdog also
haha..finally..heehee..nice also
man..i cant wait to go home
and watch the show la..haha..
wahx..i like that guy in the show
owen..he's soOo damn cool
and cute!and so GREAT!!
wahx..nice show la..just like
my lucky star..
also super nice!
must watch!! xD
Tuesday 2 September 2008,13:16:00
OMG OMG OMG
haha..im so excited =X
tt day was still tinking over..
abt all my goals of this year..
then was kinda disappointed
coz i seems to achieve none!!
then i rem, i still even said to everyone
i wan to go taiwan by this yr!!
then i was like..so sadx..
coz now i tink..i doubt i can!!
but then again, i stopped miself
even told miself..hard to say..
skali..i reali somehowx get to go..
before the year ends..
haha..and just now lunch..
sutji and sauyoke were discussing
abt clearing leaves thing..
then sutji said go holi together
then suddenly said go taipei!!
then i was like..omg.. =X
then aft discuss discuss..
sauyoke suddenly said..
or dun go taipei la
go hongkong..
then asked mi wan ma?
then i keep quiet..then said..
i wan..go..taiwan.. =X
haha..then she said oh..
u wan go taiwan huh
ok la..go check and plan..
woohoo!!!!
but sutji said..go end of OCT
omg so fast???
scare not enuf money lei
arghx...hmmx.. >.<""
sighx..sadx..nvm..
see howx 1st..sure got a way out
heehee...omg im so happie ^^
