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Thursday 1 January 2009,20:51:00



HAPPIE NEW YEAR!! ^^
ytd finally my bed
and wardrobe came!!
waited from 1plus
til 7plus then came sia
zzz..then super sianx..
haha..sanjiefu suddenly said
dun wan go see fireworks liao
then suddenly..
felt so bored.
so..dunno..
then sanjie ask mi over
drink at her place
i was like..so bored lei
then tot go holland v
but end up..
jos and her frenx
not drinking..
then myint also not there yet
he said.
if we going
he can join us.
but we afraid no table
then sanjie said
aiya go her house la.
i was like sighx..ok..
hahahaha..
then last min..
suddenly she called..
said june at cdans pub
ask mi wan go?
actually didnt reali wan
coz like very bored
i dunno them
summore..all sure old ones
lols..but i was tinking..
bored at hm also..
if she wan go i pei her
most impt
one sianx thing is..
need money lei.
lols..
wahx..but i reali..
thanks God..
haha..he didnt let mi..
spent my countdown
alone or bored.
coz..
we met this guy..
who worked at the canteen
beside the swimming pool
he recognised us sia
then he sat with us
joked.chatted..
even treated mi whisky dry!
nice..
alot better than beer *YUCKS*
anyway..
think he bored also.
he told us..
he loved to go clubbing
he goes alot places..
he wont spent his nitex
at such pub..
but coz..
his bf said..
if u dun spent that nitex
there with him..
.....
so bo bian..
he got stuck there..
oh..coz his bf work
in that pub..
haha..
and then horx..haha..
end up we dun have to
fork out a single cents
for any drinks..
all the beer we had
june husband paid..
heehee..quite ok la..
not reali VERI SIANX
haha..reached hm..
abt 3.30am..
couldnt slp well
keep waking up..
tis situation..
i had before..
well..actually..
i sms him but no reply
called him when reach hm
but..
think he super busy..
and hung up..
used to his speaking tone
whenever he got frenx ard
he talked to mi in att way
maybe is coz..
no reply fr him..
i kept waking up
to see my hp..
sighx..dun even knw..
wad im hoping for..
lols..
ohh..and one more thing
my face!!
heehee..looks a lil bett
just less than a week lei
haha..so happie =P
just now met moon
she commented
sanjie face also quite oily hor
then i asked her..
my face got looks better?
lols..
then she said ya abit..
then also like slim abit
the face..not so swollen
=X
i was like..
swollen?!!?!!
my face swollen one mehx
lols..tried one dress
quite sweet..
dunno i wear nice anot
but tink most prob
i going buy it for cny
heehee..i wan wear more dress
i wan change..
i wan work hard.
i wan to be different!
Laws of Attraction said
think of what you want
focus on it.
and you will acheive it
dun think of what you dont wan
so..
i have been telling myself
i wan to be pretty
i wan to be slim
i wan to be happie
before slp..
i kept reciting that.
when i woke up.
i repeated too
lols.
^^
so happie..
erjie nv angry with mi liao
haha..
i dunno why..
she's the last person
i wanna hurt or gei gao with
but yet..
that day..
i actually..
sighx..
then horx..
funnie thing was
she's most angry with mi
not coz of that.
she's angry with mi
coz i dun like erjiefu
haha..
well well..
hmms..
(:
happie new year~~~
may all dreams come true
lalala..
may this year be a great great
super nice year..
tho i fan tai shui
haha..
but then again..
i will do my best.
make things work well
i wan to change!
so i must work hard
i wan to be different!!!
^^

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~








































♥ mE ^^ ♥




naMe : vaLvaL
spEciaL dAy : 06 May 1985
fAv : d0raEm0n
stAy :
tEck wHyE
2009 sEcrEt :
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-behind the veil-

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jUz a vEry siMpLe gaL
wHo bElieVe iN miRacLes,
yEt dUn beLieVe miRaCleS wiLL hAppEn oN hErseLf..
beLieVes iN eVeRyoNe,
aNyoNE bUt nOt hErseLf.. =X
lOvE tO hAvE mOrE fRenZ~! XD




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-hEaRtaChEs-

When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go



~分手就象 失去翅膀~
~想遍着你 的我~
~飞不到原来 的方向~
~每当象现在 我感觉到悲伤~
~我会努力 让你走的方式飞翔~

只要相信,就会看见幸福的绿光
ღ~谁能给我 一支神奇的锁~ღ
ღ~轻轻一开 就让寂寞飞走~ღ
好希望有人教我怎么忘记伤痛





I just can't understand
the ways of all the men
and their mistakes
You give them
all your heart
And then they
rip it all away

You told me how much
you loved me
And how our love
was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that
you would set me free

You should've just
told me the truth
That I wasn't
the girl for you
Still,
I didn't have a clue
So my heart
depended on you, whoa~

Although I'll say
I hate you now
Though I'll shout
and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man
will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all,
still I just cry

Never again
will I be fooled
To give my all
when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold How could this be
I tot that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage
of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will u please take it all away

Never tot being born a girl
How i can love you
and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again



【我会学着放弃你】
【是因为我太爱你】



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IPL pErm hAir rEm0vaL =X
yUnNam HL tReatMent =X
tEEth whitEniNg???
lEarN t0 siNg
leArn t0 pLay piAn0
gEt my dRiviNg LicEnsE
g00d j0b
sLim d0wN
g00d tEmpEr
g0ld hEaRt
MORE g00d fRenx
nEw bEd
fiRst diGitaL cAm!
gReAt sKin c0mpLex
0wn's cAr
0wN's chRistiAn caFe
peaCe on eArtH
HAPPINESS





~♥~cHit-chAt~♥~



*beyond just me*

N317

dEarDeaR
m00nm00n
dEarEst wEndY
angeline
cLaRa bia0mei
nAt
swEEt qiNsi
sErsEr
mApLe di~




-~g0aLs 0f tHe yEaR~-

leArN t0 L0vE MYSELF!♥
LeaRn t0 bE hAppiE
sLim d0wN
bE m0Re c0nfidEnt
caRe m0Re f0r othErs♥
cLeAr aLL dEbtS N saVe up
g0 t0 tAiwAn bY dEc!!









y0u caNNot juDge a tRee,
0r a peRs0n,
by onLy oNe sEas0n,
aNd thAt tHe essEnce
of wHo thEy aRe
aNd tHe pLeasUre,
j0y, aNd loVe
tHat coMe fRom
thAt Life
cAn onLy bE
mEasUred at tHe eNd,
whEn aLL thE
sEas0ns aRe up.
IF y0u giVe uP
whEn it's wiNter,
y0u wiLL miss tHe
pr0miSe oF yoUr spRing,
thE beaUty
oF youR sUmmEr,
fuLfiLmeNt oF
y0ur faLL.
Don't Let tHe pAin
0f oNe sEas0n
dEstr0y tHe j0y
oF aLL tHe reSt.
Don't jUdgE LifE bY onE
diFficuLt seAsoN.

PerSevEre thRouGh
tHe difFicuLt pAtcHes
aNd beTTer tiMes
aRe suRe t0 coMe
soMe tiMe.

Live SimpLy
Love GenEroUsLy.
CaRe DeepLy.
SpEak KiNdLy.
LeavE tHe ReSt
TO G0D.


Happiness keeps You Sweet
Trials keep You Strong
Sorrows keep You Human
Failures keep You Humble
Success keeps You Glowing
BUT
Only God keeps You Going