jUx wAnnA bE hAppiE

Sunday 30 March 2008,21:22:00

wow..today super tired...
woke up at 7plus..supposed to go svc..
but was reali feeling not well and tired..
so i sms minghui say i not going..
feel bad tho..hmmx..then 10plus woke up..
then tot of go mings clinice take medicine hee..
then travis alone at home so brought him with mi
on bus..suddenly tot..shit..sun like nv open..
waste my transport money =X
but hengx got open hahaha.. =D
after took my medicine, we went ten mile
coz yesterday i bought this perfume from there
but packaging is this,yet open up is another..
sianx..waste my time and transport down =X
anyway had lunch there..then about 2pm
3rd sis come fetch us..went erjie hse awhile
coz serene lend my 3rd sis clothes..
zzz..common sense sure cant wear de ma..
waste time lolx..then we drag erjie go lot one
so is like..we shopped from 3-7pm..lolx..
3rd sis face black black... =X as ususal..
haha..she still said us..
'u all and jenny same one next time,
im not goin come shopping with u'
i was like..almost all gals r like that lorx..
is she special nia..lazy like dunno wad..
walk awhile complain liao =,="
my erjie fatter than her also not like her
so jialut..sighx..so she go buy clothes or wad
super fast de..as long can wear..
just take that kind..lolx..
erjie bought her one gown with a shawl
and one set of accessories to go with it..
hmmx..200plus before discount..
haha..then we both shopped for dress..
found a few..heehee..bought two dresses
so damn happie..luv it when i get dresses
lolx.. =D always wanted dress..lalala...
wow..now lot one changes so much man!
alot clothes to shop =X lolx..
recently..spent alot..ehh..not recently la
just got pay on ehh..fri? so is tis 3days
gosh..im left withh 100plus =X dang!
i reali wanna change a bit nicer by may
lolx..wanted looks nice on bday la.. =X
woot..reali must work hard..
to change in this month man..
hmmx..lalala...must remind myself
jiayou jiayou jiayou!!! =DDD
i feel sadx coz i never keep my target
but i must at least do half of it..
so..instead of 20kgs..10kgs please..
lolx.. =P today was smsing with sunshine
then told him on the way to lot one
then he replied he goin lot one too
haha..then my 3rd sis very funnie de
after like 2hrs plus..suddenly ask mi
eh ur sunshine lei.. zzz..i was like..
please lorx..ppl work..go arrange breads
sure go the place awhile nia wad..pig..
haha..anyway dun wanna see him also =X
so ugly mi..hahaha..lalala..
but quite happie today..coz i forward sms
he sms back hello.. haha.. =P
quite sometime nv hear from him liao..
hmmx..ya lorx..heehee...then after that
he sms mi said..saw wad u put on msn
dun worrie u will find someone nice
to forget him...
lolx..was surprised he said that
coz yesterday msn he also nv say wad ma
haha..i keep jokin tell people..if i slim liao
i sure go after him..lolx..haha..kidding only tho..
but who knows..heehee..lalala..
must slim liao then know hahaha... =P
but then..who knows by then..he got gf liao
lolx..but still glad i know him la..
still felt its kinda fate that we can be frenx
ya lorx..fate always play a big part =)

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Thursday 27 March 2008,20:54:00

wahx..the moment i wan go on diet..
sure got food eat...lolx..
mon pei ser go makan..end up i eat kfc..
tues,my dajie cook emperor chicken..
yesterday moonmoon treat jap food..
and today,had pizza's baked rice and 2slices pizza
gosh..and tml meetin tianai at mac...gosh!!!
hahaha..howx to diet..dang!
hmmx..today quite upset..but sighx..
over le dun wanna talk abt it..haha..
tired of talking also..shuang le..only deardear knw
lolx..lalala..hmmx..recently..dunno wads wrong..
suddenly reali miss him alot like that..
keep thinking abt our past..argh..
the feeling of cant let go like few mths back..
so strong again..argh..i hate it..hate tis feeling..
hate the aches!!
hate myself thinking abt him
argh..wad shud i do man
tired..sick..hate it!!! =X

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Tuesday 25 March 2008,08:41:00

hmmx..this morning sue was late.. lolx..
then the moment she reached,
she talked about the reason she was late..
she saw a mother caning her son on train
and she called police.. lolx..mi and Joy were like
YOU CALLED THE POLICE?!?!
lolx..but after she said more and more..
i felt..think its rite for her to call la..
the kid nearly jump off the track when they all alight
lolx..anyway..wadever..not so sure of the story also..
she tell story..abit and abit.. lolx..
a little different each time tho lolx..
anyway..was email-ing with ser
then was saying about go gym..
so we agreed like every mon we will go gym..
then she called..asked if wanna go out tonitex..
i was like so happily asking go gym?
lolx..then she say..huh..gym?next week la..
today i feel like eatin..wad the.. =,="
i still rem jan i was still saying..kao ni le..
kaox..and now goin apr liao..we still haven done anythin
looks like i reali kao wrong person man..lolx..
sighx..so damn sadx..hahaha...hmmx..

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Sunday 23 March 2008,06:00:00

well..kinda busy and tired this week?
lolx..sun was out whole day,
pei 3rd sis go hair treatment
then went CP for her eyelash extension
then shop around CP awhile..bought two tops
1for10, 2for18 lolx..then there got jeans bottoms
short short one with siZe..my sis bought..
next time im gonna go there man!! hahaha..
then when we left CP its like almost 6pm?
gosh..so late..we went bukit batok to take my hp
heehee..then went dinner..
so reached home about ehh..8pm?
wahx..do my hp til like 12am then slp sia..
so mon super tired..mon slept at almost 2am?
gosh..tues tired too..faint..planned like..
ehh..go home after work to slp..but..
minghui wanted meet mi awhile?so i tot..
meet awhile go home slp?but...
lolx..left jp like 9plus? faint..
reached home 10plus..lolx..so i tot..
wed go home early slp? then again..
i went prime mark to see some frenx..
reached home like about..ehh..8.45?
hahaha..thurs is the best..reached home 6.20pm!!
uncle dropped mi at my bus stop here..
coz not much ppl took transport home that day..
so i requested even nearer drop point..lolx.. =P
fri went to find deardear for facial..
sadx..no waxing for mi..sobx..
waited soo long.. =X anyway..lost my way man..
never been to H.V la..lolx...i managed to walk there
from buona vista mrt stn..but she was like..
i walked the wrong way?
so she guided mi back another way
but i lost my way..and i ended up at commonwealth mrt?
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...
tot of go svc yesterday since im out..
like that sat and sun i can no need go out..
haha..but cant seems to find anyone..so..
forget it..and went home..
this morning tien sms mi ask if im free to go svc..
so she and ser pei mi to 3pm svc..
the drama..still ok la.. =X
argh..die..im so hard hearten now..lolx..
been to like 4svc tis year?
but yet..i still dun feel anything...
haha..lolx..howx sia.. =,="
saw sis von..wow..she still look so young..
envy.. =D still so pretty also.. haha..
hmmx..reached home like abt 7plus sia..
so late.. =,=" gosh..and i cant sleep..
now is like 6am in the morning le..
=,=" sighx..dunno why couldnt get to slp
lolx..hey..i kinda miss him hahaha..
kinda sadx that he dun sms or msn mi le..
lolx..sooo sadx!!!! hahahaha.. =P
oh ya..today svc msg is forgiveness..
the 1st point of wad will unforgiveness do
is..bring pain..i was like..no wonder i still feel pain
but then again..i tink..its not forgiveness for mi..
is letting go..hmmx..ya..couldnt let go..
and so i still feel the pinch in my heart..
haha..keep reminding myself..
over is over..dun tink abt him anymore..
lalala..but i still miss him tho..
sighx..why am i always the only one..
missing people?!! i hate that.. =X
hate missing people who dun miss mi..
sighx..wad is wrong with mi..sadden...

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Tuesday 18 March 2008,01:20:00

today is moonmoon birthday~

happie 22nd birthday sweetie!!!

went for dinner at this japanese restaurant at bugis

moonmoon treat..lolx..a treat to her besties she said

an0ther 4 - avan, jun feng,

m00n br0 and his gf.. =)

total of 10people including her... =)))

she was super happie that day..and we all could tell

lolx..coz she was like smiling non stop..haha...

a few of them were there early to shop around..

as those are the one non-working bunch..

lolx..i reached about like..ehh..before 7pm?

was super hungry tho and sleepy!!!

lolx..but got to wait for another 3 to arrive..

reen and avan..and moon another bestie yanyan

gosh..she reached like about ehh..8plus??

hahaha..er dao ban si.. lolx.. =P the food there nice!

haha.. quite a nice dinner gathering.. =)))

missing of 3..one photographer

and two went off to buy cake~

we even played with wasabi? lolx..

loser had to eat wasabi..gosh..

im the worse loser..haha...

straight out that kind.. lolx..malu sia..

but i love wasabi =X but...ehh..

she put alot with lil rice! gosh..

anyway,wow..left there like about 10plus?

but i reached home almost 12am???

lolx..coz avan sent yanyan home..and she stayed..

ehh..woodlands there?so like quite a big round..

sent reen home to dover there, then woodlands

then mi..lolx..sighx...passed by woodlands area again..

=X sadx..anyway like i said..

after work was already super tired..

sighx..deardear called, and she was like ehh crying..

so i cant possible ask her hang up man!

heart pain..see her cry everyday like that..

gosh..pray these days will be gone soon..

wanna see u happie dear..love ya lots.. *blush*

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...

anyway..yippe!!! got my beloved hp yesterday man!

finally!!! aimed like a year?!! gosh!!

haha..the remaining 38 my sista paid..

as a early birthday present.. =P

well..found the pink one tho.. but...

sighx..its like an extra of 100??

dang..reali wanted it so much..but..

after much consideration..gosh!

howx could it be worth it? 100 for just color?

i would reali be an idiot if i buy it rite?

hahaha...well so i just took white.. =DDD

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Saturday 15 March 2008,20:56:00

hmmx..just now received an sms from him..
kinda surprised..lolx..morning was still telling ser
so sadx..he like never contact mi liao..
(coz morning i forward sms to quite alot people,
then he also never sms mi or anything =X )
anyway ser was like saying
then forget about sunshine lorx
i was like forget about sunshine? then? find cloudy?
i dun wan my life to be grey anymore..
i wan it to be fill with sunshine, happiness
lolx..kidding la..haha..anyway ya..like i was saying
he never sms or anything so i though shuang le..
then 7pm got one sms..was surprised is him...
haha..then after that we talk abit at msn..haha..
anyway this morning went work..wow..nice..
i like..lolx..NO ONE THERE MAN!!
shiok!! no stress haha..but then..
11am i finish liao dunno do wad sia..
anyway the driver super nice la!!!!
1st-he drop mi at tw market there everyday
2nd-i request today pick mi up there he ok..
3rd-he heard i go out so early
(which i still not yet did tho) he asked mi
call him every morning see
if he could just pick mi up at the bus stop
4th-he drove mi to mi sis place today!!!
gosh..haha..that lousy sunshine said..
wahx another old man wan xian u..
old man killer... kaox!! pig lai de.. =X
hmmx..super tired..haha..
8plus then reached home sia...
hmmx..think going sleep soon heehee..

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Friday 14 March 2008,22:58:00

hmmx.. friday le.. so fast...
quite nervous.. coz mon on i will be alone..
irene wun be comin anymore.. stress... =X
quite worried about work there.. haha..
anyway just pray everything will be great..
hmmx..yesterday went mind cafe with serser..
quite fun but we played for like an hour or less only..
hahaha...went shopping..so delayed alot of times..
played quite a bo liao game.. lolx..kinda stupid =X
anyway hope to go again.. but please...
dun go dhoby de can.. i.. reali dun wan go there..
this morning saw msn..his biao mei msn mi yesterday..
asked if i wanna know some guys.. lolx.. weird..
then i sms her this morning but she never reply haha..
anyway..hmmx..sunshine never talk to mi le.. lolx..
sadx..since mon til now..we never talk le..
as in msn or sms....sighx....
tomorrow my sis having buffet
for tabby one month...lalala..
tomorrow i going work..yeah then next sat no need go..
coz initially sue asked mi follow joy de..
then joy planning to go next sat..but..
next fri is ph ma..dun reali wan go work on sat.. =X
so i been hoping can go tomorrow instead,,
wahx thanx god..may and the new gal going tomorrow..
haha..so coincident three of us from cck de..lolx..
then uncle picking mi up at bus stop..yeah..
can save my transport lalala..then when dropping mi..
he said
7.10am call him to see if he could pick mi up at bus stop
hahaha..so nice of him rite..lalala..hope i can work long..
hmmx...keep wondering
howx much they would add mi aft probation
lolx..not even one month think of all this liao haha..
wahx..pray everything really will be fine here man!
really would wan to stay super long here..like years? =D
must jiayou jiayou jiayou!!! heehee... =DDD

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Tuesday 11 March 2008,22:13:00

couldnt get to sleep last nitex again...
coz of first day work.. or coz of him??
i dunno.. sighx.. just felt moody...
guessed is coz he said he on the way to fetch his gf?
fetch jiu fetch.. wad for tell mi.. =X
eek!!! wad for am i feeling so bothered by it!!
gosh!!! wake up val!!!! =X
finally fell aslp at 2plus sia.. 5plus jiu woke up..
dark circle super jialut... gosh..
sighx.. whole day moody also.. lolx..
anyway missed the bus.. sighx.. no choice...
took cab from lakeside.. 12bucks sia!!
dang! no money makan le la.. sianx...
argh!! feeling so no mood.. idiot mi!!
wake up!!! focus just on work and god...
stop wasting ur time and brain juice la!!!
hmmx.. 1st day not so good.. lolx.. damn bored..
kinda regret why i insist in finding admin.. lolx
i reali missed soonhin... gosh.. =X
boring.. i tell myself no matter wad...
must hang on.. for years man!!!
i need the money.. i mustnt give up...
argh.. stop coming into my mind rubbish!
i got no time for rubbish anymore!!! =X
wake up u idiot!!!!!! =X

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Monday 10 March 2008,15:44:00

wow.. few days nv blog coz reali no mood..
haha.. but anyway.. still wanna thank god..
and the people who constantly been prayin for mi..
hmmx.. ytd nitex sis minghui called mi...
she prayed over the phone for mi...
and well.. guessed what?!!
i received a call from poh chin just now..
saying i could just start work tml...
she said the md said since she and roland
got no problem with mi..then maybe i could just start
well.. weird.. ahaha.. they like reali playin mi around
hmmx..but still glad la..at least.. i dun have to...
go through tomorrow with worries haha...
then again.. suddenly so nervous... dunno why...
maybe if all this nv happen...
i would be anxious and excited
coz i remembered a few askin mi that time
if im nervous abt starting work
i replied nopex, in fact im so much lookin forward!!!
haha.. but now.. i so nervous.. sighx..
dunno wad to wear =X
hmmx.. reali gonna work hard..
reali muz pray for god's strength
hmmx.. muz buck up val!! =DDD
reali pray everythin over there is great as well..
environment, colleagues, works, bosses... everything!!
hmmx.. gombatte! =P

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Thursday 6 March 2008,20:55:00

wahx...suddenly..everything..seems to goes wrong again!
sighx.. actually alot to blog.. but.. no mood...
really no mood.. so damn disappointed!
god seems to enjoy playing jokes on mi..
im really like a idiot.. argh...
sadx! super sadx! super disappointed!
all the things im looking forward.. seems so far...
all my excitement and joys...
suddenly gone! all gone!!
waited for a week..
really so much looking forward to it..
super super looking forward to it...
and now.. tell mi this... gosh..
what is this man?!!
tho irene keep tells me can de la..
but.. sighx.. dun sound convincing u knw... =X
dunno.. all i can do is.. just wait for tues..
go down and meet that MD...
and pray real hard.. GOD will favor mi this time!
sighx.. no mood.. =X

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Wednesday 5 March 2008,21:25:00

dunn0 why.. for few weeks keep cant slp well...
ytd turn off lights and went to bed at abt 1am..
but tossed and turned non stop.. on pc screen twice..
tink finally 2plus or 3am then fell aslp!!
but 5plus i woke up le.. sighx... just cant slp...
serser asked why?miss that bread guy arhx...
well.. ans is no.. sighx.. i also dunno why... =X
so went to ex company to pick up my staff order..
gosh.. $98 over sia.. its almost hundred le.. sobx..
anyway.. reached hm is like 3plus liao...
meet clara about 5pm at lot one.. walked around awhile
6plus dajie came then we went dinner...
meet tony's biao mei to pass her some stuff to pass him..
chatted awhile.. like a few mins catch up...
shouldnt have talk about him.. sighx... feeling sadx...
dunno why.. not feeling well... after talk abt him...
i was really feeling great this whole week!! til just now =X
she told mi.. he's still single.. the gal dun wanna a rs yet..
sighx.. dunno why im so bothered by it.. and worst..
feeling uncomfortable and sadx.. sighx.. dunno la.. argh!!!
wad for in the world did i have to talk about him.. sighx...
no mood now.. was happily trying to plan for each day..
trying to occupy myself by meeting ppl everyday..
but now.. no mood le.. =X sighx.. nvm... tml wake up..
i will be alrite again!!!.....hopefully i really will... =X

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Monday 3 March 2008,23:32:00

wow.. today whole day out again!
just reached home..now almost 11.30pm le..
lolx..today is like meet just to makan and makan..
gosh.. eat non stop.. so scary.. haha... =X
1st.. i meet deardear at je pei her lunch..
at kobayashi.. had this stir fried egg noodle..
something like that la.. quite nice!! =)))
then moon reached abt 1.20pm.. she super hungry..
so waited for her to eat too.. haha..
like this we might as well just meet 12pm tgt.. =X
hmmx.. after eating.. went to bugis.. kaox..
then they wan go toilet & atm..so passed by this shop..
sell soup de.. forgot the name.. so they said try...
so we ordered one set of mushroom soup...
NICE! really is nice.. super mushroom tho.. haha..
then got this sandwich.. not bad..
but the closlaw beside it..
super super nice! refreshing.. with lemon.. wow..
haha... anyway ben lai they wan go bai bai..
but raining so we shopped around BHG...
moon wanted find swim suit but end up cant find..
then they tried clothes.. hmmx... bought two each..
moon bought these two super sexy one.. nice! envy la..
haha..i bought one purple tube top & one white shorts..
aft shopping.. the rain stopped.. so we hurry to temple..
gosh!im nv goin there again..dun like so many ppl place..
haha.. =X anyway after bai bai.. reen meet us..
then we went had dessert..
aft dessert.. went steamboat..
wahx.. super full sia.. hmmx.. aft makan.. err..
we went around tryin to find mini mahjong..
but end up cant find also..
then avan fetch us to reen hse..
drank a lil chivas and play a lil cards..
then he drove us hm..gosh..thanks alot man! =)

abt 6plus he got sms mi sia.. erm.. surprised..
tot he not smsing mi le.. haha.. coz tt time he off..
he sms around 3plus.. =X lolx..
anyway he asked wad i doin lorx.. i replied dinner..
asked if he taken his.. he said nopex he just woke up..
deardear was like.. wahx just woke up jiu sms u.. =,="
anyway.. he asked if wanna go out... lolx..
i replied cant... wahaha.. he nv reply le.. haha..
lalala... tink he pissed off liao la.. hoho... =P

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

wow.. ytd after work was thinking dun eat
slp early coz thinking need to wake up early for svc..
so 11plus slept le.. nan li zhi dao... 12plus my hp ring..
my 3rd sis called asking wan go jb ma..
when i just board their car, ser called..
so qiao.. she kena pull to play mahjong
with irene they all..waiting for them to fetch..
hmmx.. anyway, went jb da you, makan..
wahx.. nice! i love the makan.. haha.. the birdie nice =X
reached home abt 3.10am.. hmmx.. cant slp sia..
coz just ate full full.. then sms ser and andy...
he busy la coz alot breads so he asked mi go slp =X
ser mahjong-ing.. lolx.. anyway 4plus i fell aslp..
finally rite? then.. 5plus ser called asking i slp le ma =,="
well.. so i pei her go breakfast... gosh.. twice..
finally slp then kena woke up go makan..haha..so pig.. =X
wahx.. sianx lorx.. 5.40am like that we reached prime..
but his bread all nicely put up.. =X
lolx.. he super early today.. 5.10am he there le i heard...
sianx.. anyway 7plus i slept again.. lalala...
but 10plus woke up.. heehee..
he really got msn mi.. lalala.. so chat with him awhile..

finally sent mi his doggie pic... nice rite!!!
gosh.. when i received and open to view.. i felt..
im simply in luv with this pic's doggie.. lalala...
so damn cute!!!! hahaha.. then i asked him take one pic
with doggie and send mi.. he replied think he have...
wau liew.. tot he really gonna send.. ahahaa..
but end up..he replied dun have..is in his phone.. =,="
then asked him to send he said dun wan zzzz... pig.. =X
anyway.. guys.. are all the same.. haha.. 12pm le..
he still haven slp so asked wad he doin.. he said..
he surfing.. lalala.. edison pic.. zzz... faint.. =,="

ahh!!! he called mi at 6pm sia.. asked mi go moviee... =X
but i cant la... haha.. got to go erjie hse coz sami bday..
wahx today she happie lorx.. haha.. =)
anyway.. hengx i cant also la.. lalala..
i wouldnt dare go also.. lolx..
dunno wad i scare for but.. jux dun dare la.. lalala..
haha... only dare go out alone with erm...
deardear and tony ba.. lalala..
and serser? hmmx.. ya.. those quite close type de la..=D
just finished chatting with moon and deardear.. hmmx..
meeting them tml.. lalala.. happie la.. hope.. we.. can...
meet.. often... in... future... also.. =X hahahaha....
i always said we 4gals the best frenx... but dunno...
if u gals felt the same way too.. hmmx.. but always..
u 3gals are the besties in my heart.. lalala... =DDD

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

Saturday 1 March 2008,23:35:00

wow... today super happie.. haha...
coz i last day liao.. =X
lolx.. then got this uncle.. =,="
said i quite ok to chat.. i said the rest also..
then after that he asked... i nv work le..
howx to contact.. i kiddin say..
you yuan zai xiang jian.. =X
then he said aiyax why not u just leave ur contact..
faint.. =,=" so i gave lorx.. was hoping he dun rem..
but.. a min later he returned with two paper..
one my num, one his.. asked mi correct ma.. =,="
hahaha... then abt an hr later.. he called...
i nv ans.. =X then he walked over...
asked if i wan tabao ma.. i said no need la
working cant eat also.. then he said starve mehx?
i say after work go hm eat lorx..
he keep ask wan tabao ma..
=,=" gosh.. haha.. hope he dun call mi often =X
lalala... ser.. i dunno tt lady reali wan b my godma ma..
but she is like tellin everyone i her god daugther =X
lolx.. keep saying our age.. she can sheng mi.. lolx..
then she asked for my num also.. hahaa... i asked her..
wad i shud save her name? end up i saved as lan godma
wahahaha... dunno reali is godma ma also =X

happie~happie~happie~ lalala~~
my 3rd sis veri funnie de.. always ask if he ask mi out..
xiaohong also.. always asked if he got call mi.. =,="
anyway.. tml goin erjie house again... sami bday...
lalala... then mon meeting moonmoon n deardear...
they go baibai.. then we go for dessert then steamboat..
asked reenreen along too.. lalala..
forbid her bring avan tho =X
waiting to start work.. lalala.. =D

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~

hmmx...was reali veri happie ytd
1st im offered quite a good job
then my parents agreed to buy a bed for mi
(tho aft which they decided not) =X
then received a reply fr aiko jie
then had a long msn chat with EC!!
wow.. just a great day for mi ytd!!

as for today,
sth stupid happen.. lolx
one big bott of oyster sauce dropped
and broke on my feet!
so my whole feet was covered with oyster sauce!
then i was like.. howx come..
oyster sauce will cause pain?!
lolx.. after quite sometime then realise
my feet had a cut.. saw a lil blood..
no wonder... pain! =,="

dunno why.. now got a job le..
full focus is on that job..
somehowx.. felt..
i dun feel so sadx when tot of him..
mary ever said this to me...
"i can see that he is very unhappy..
if you actually realise..
the last 2yrs.. he endure thru..."
when i 1st saw these.. i felt sadx and hurt..
but then.. now.. i felt..
he deserve happiness...
im sincerely glad that..
he's doing great now...

im just superly excited about my new job
i felt its my new life start~
im gonna work super hard
from now on..
whether in work..
in saving up...
in life...
in happiness...
im reali gonna work hard!
i will be happie! =)

oh ya.. my start work day was being delay
a week... ya.. received a call today...
the md not back yet.. need his signature
then i can start work.. hmmx.. good also..
i can rest a week.. then start a new job...
lalala... =DDD

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~