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Wednesday, 9 January 2008,23:14:00
my g0als


w0w! was so happie and excited today.. kinda giving up hopes on the PSA liao. when i received a call from another agency... lolx... actually i dun really want find agency de.. but then yesterday before i went out, as i glanced through the jobs available.. somehow this particular one caught my attention and i thought why not just try even though it's agency... haha... then today they called... what's most surprising was.. the post they offer is from PSA as well!!! wow.. then she asked mi for my expected.. i said 1.6k lorx.. then she say can i put for u like 1.7k? gosh... i mean who will reject higher pay? lolx.. then she say she will send my resume to her cilent and get back to mi.. gosh.. so excited sia.. tho.. erm.. not yet confirm.. haha.. but im still so glad and happie.. =D
sis minghui called mi tis aftn.. and we chatted awhile.. initially i saw the name i was like.. i got save my er jie fu num mehx? then i see the num.. a..no arhx.. er jie fu num dun start with that.. haha.. then i oh.. is sis minghui la.. haha.. hmmx.. chatted awhile.. then told her i couldnt make it for svc.. then she asked mi to go down for sat one.. well.. kinda glad la.. coz dun reali wan miss the sermon too.. =) then she asked mi abt my chou toufu.. ohhoo.. she say chinatown got one.. quite chou.. but tink to mi wun chou ba.. coz she say pasar malam de quite chou also.. =X i find pasar malam de.. erm.. not chou one.. lolx.. tink.. i reali need go taiwan to eat!!! haha.. another goal of the year!! lolx... go taiwan for a holiday at dec2008!!! gosh... realy pray i get that job! haha...
went lot one for dinner with my sista... she treat mi eat pasta... hehe.. coz i felt so much like eating pasta sia.. lolx.. had creamy chic again.. >.<" damn full.. hmmx.. after dinner.. walked abit then go home le.. she bought one earring for mi.. coz 1for$2 and 3for$5... so i saw one i like so she gave mi one.. heeheex... still very excited over the job tingx =X jux simply hope they call tml again... hahaha... anyway.. my goal of the year.. let's see... first! lost 20kgs by my birthday!!! which is like...118days more to go only!!! gosh... had done some exercise just now.. heeheex.. muz reali continue in doin sia.. muz do it!!! hmmx... secondly... work hard and save up! dun wanna be like the past anymore! always in debts and always broke to go out! so.. pray i get tis job and hurry clear all debts and start saving up! thirdly... heehee... make more frenx and go out and hang out more rather than always stuck at home! hence, muz complete 1st step and 2nd step 1st! lolx.. coz.. i muz slim liao then have confident to make more frenx and go out... no confident i dun dare go out.. then.. no money i cant go out too.. wahaha... so... my first 3 BIG GOALS!!! oh.. and one more most impt goal i wanna achieve... that is.. erm.. change my characteristics! actually i hate myself alot.. truly.. haha.. so.. i need to change.. i wan to stop being someone so selfish who tink of herself only.. i wanna be someone who only tink for others! who can go the extra miles to do something for others! this is what i wan to be! gosh, i knw its hard but i will try real hard! i knw its funnie with such thoughts but seriously, when i was young.. i wanted to be HAO REN! but then.. when i grew up.. i became evil more than good.. i became so damn selfish... someone who only tink for herself.. wan tingx that benefits only herself... so i mux stop it rite? =) man! tis year is really gonna be so different for me! heehee... i muz do it.. yeah! 20kgs~ 20kgs~ lala~ lalala~

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~








































♥ mE ^^ ♥




naMe : vaLvaL
spEciaL dAy : 06 May 1985
fAv : d0raEm0n
stAy :
tEck wHyE
2009 sEcrEt :
w0 dE mimi







-behind the veil-

p3acel0ver
jUz a vEry siMpLe gaL
wHo bElieVe iN miRacLes,
yEt dUn beLieVe miRaCleS wiLL hAppEn oN hErseLf..
beLieVes iN eVeRyoNe,
aNyoNE bUt nOt hErseLf.. =X
lOvE tO hAvE mOrE fRenZ~! XD




~mEm0riEs~
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-hEaRtaChEs-

When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go



~分手就象 失去翅膀~
~想遍着你 的我~
~飞不到原来 的方向~
~每当象现在 我感觉到悲伤~
~我会努力 让你走的方式飞翔~

只要相信,就会看见幸福的绿光
ღ~谁能给我 一支神奇的锁~ღ
ღ~轻轻一开 就让寂寞飞走~ღ
好希望有人教我怎么忘记伤痛





I just can't understand
the ways of all the men
and their mistakes
You give them
all your heart
And then they
rip it all away

You told me how much
you loved me
And how our love
was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that
you would set me free

You should've just
told me the truth
That I wasn't
the girl for you
Still,
I didn't have a clue
So my heart
depended on you, whoa~

Although I'll say
I hate you now
Though I'll shout
and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man
will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all,
still I just cry

Never again
will I be fooled
To give my all
when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold How could this be
I tot that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage
of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will u please take it all away

Never tot being born a girl
How i can love you
and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again



【我会学着放弃你】
【是因为我太爱你】



♥ Wishlist ♥

laVendEr pUrpLe sLim pSp
IPL pErm hAir rEm0vaL =X
yUnNam HL tReatMent =X
tEEth whitEniNg???
lEarN t0 siNg
leArn t0 pLay piAn0
gEt my dRiviNg LicEnsE
g00d j0b
sLim d0wN
g00d tEmpEr
g0ld hEaRt
MORE g00d fRenx
nEw bEd
fiRst diGitaL cAm!
gReAt sKin c0mpLex
0wn's cAr
0wN's chRistiAn caFe
peaCe on eArtH
HAPPINESS





~♥~cHit-chAt~♥~



*beyond just me*

N317

dEarDeaR
m00nm00n
dEarEst wEndY
angeline
cLaRa bia0mei
nAt
swEEt qiNsi
sErsEr
mApLe di~




-~g0aLs 0f tHe yEaR~-

leArN t0 L0vE MYSELF!♥
LeaRn t0 bE hAppiE
sLim d0wN
bE m0Re c0nfidEnt
caRe m0Re f0r othErs♥
cLeAr aLL dEbtS N saVe up
g0 t0 tAiwAn bY dEc!!









y0u caNNot juDge a tRee,
0r a peRs0n,
by onLy oNe sEas0n,
aNd thAt tHe essEnce
of wHo thEy aRe
aNd tHe pLeasUre,
j0y, aNd loVe
tHat coMe fRom
thAt Life
cAn onLy bE
mEasUred at tHe eNd,
whEn aLL thE
sEas0ns aRe up.
IF y0u giVe uP
whEn it's wiNter,
y0u wiLL miss tHe
pr0miSe oF yoUr spRing,
thE beaUty
oF youR sUmmEr,
fuLfiLmeNt oF
y0ur faLL.
Don't Let tHe pAin
0f oNe sEas0n
dEstr0y tHe j0y
oF aLL tHe reSt.
Don't jUdgE LifE bY onE
diFficuLt seAsoN.

PerSevEre thRouGh
tHe difFicuLt pAtcHes
aNd beTTer tiMes
aRe suRe t0 coMe
soMe tiMe.

Live SimpLy
Love GenEroUsLy.
CaRe DeepLy.
SpEak KiNdLy.
LeavE tHe ReSt
TO G0D.


Happiness keeps You Sweet
Trials keep You Strong
Sorrows keep You Human
Failures keep You Humble
Success keeps You Glowing
BUT
Only God keeps You Going