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Monday, 28 January 2008,18:49:00
....sadx...


sighx... so disappointed.. =X now going 7pm le i jux reach home only.. never get to slp sia.. sianx.. super tired... ytd fell aslp at counter.. then got one customer wan pay money i din wake up lolx.. then ZY shouted oei.. lolx.. i chua tio.. haha.. sianx.. hmmx.. sighx.. anyway disappointed coz.. the interview i been looking forward to.. hmmx.. well.. they do offer me the job and 1.5k tho.. but.. sighx.. the environment is not what im looking for sia.. gosh.. warehouse =,=" wear pants and uniform.. what de.. then best is to wear sport shoe in case scare u hurt ur toes.. wad the.. hmmx.. argh... sianx.. then 5.5days lorx.. sighx.. sianx la.. really sianx.. hmmx.. bought one pair of shoe in the morning sia.. went to hav mac breakfast with dajie.. then she want see shoe.. so we both bought one each.. my one initially $23.90 end up the gal charged mi $20 nia.. another gal said $22 de.. i was like still exp.. haha.. hengx.. she attend another customer, so when we pay money, this gal attend to us.. i purposely dun wan say tt gal say $22, coz felt she will charge lesser as my sis de $26.90 she charge $24 nia.. discount more sia.. heehee.. hmmx.. sighx.. want a job soon la.. lolx.. =X
anyway, though disppointed with the interview, but hmmx.. still wanna thanx god.. coz.. ytd went svc, serser lent mi $10 to top ez-link de.. then during offering.. i was thinking.. hmmx.. gif god all i hav ba.. haha.. i left $4 ma.. even tot of gif the $10 ser lent sia.. but was thinking.. cannot la.. need top ez-link ah bo cant go interview.. so gave my only $4.. hmmx.. but aft svc.. was feelin hungry sia.. =X end up i use the $10 to buy noodle and eat.. haha.. well.. evening when my parents came home.. my mom suddenly pass mi some cash said lend mi for my transportion.. wow.. i was so surprised... i din even hav to open mouth.. haha.. thanx god! =) hmmx.. i wan a job.. that can change my life.. that can totally change me.. a job that i can learn something and improve.. a job that can makes me become better! i need that kind of job! =) hmmx.. this morning very funnie sia.. that bread guy was arranging his bread, then suddenly ZY walked over and said..
"i 11am also got buy bread"
"oh, really? then must buy my bread"
"i dun buy ur bread"
"u come and tell me u 11am got buy bread, ask u buy my bread u say dun buy my bread? howx can like that?"
"ur bread bu gou da li"
"got big one one ma..."
"no.. bu gou da li.. people see liao also bu shuang" =,="
"how many u wan eat sia?how many people eat?"
"i wan eat liang li jiu gou le"
somehowx.. i felt.. ZY wasnt really talking about the bread though.. coz he was like keep laughing to me when he talked.. hmmx.. then that guy still sha sha keep say got big one one ma.. =,=" he so inno mehx.. lolx.. haha.. so cute sia.. =X but anyway.. haha.. he never talk to me.. =X hmmx.. think my wish.. wont come true la.. lalala... hahaha... as in be friend... hahaha... =P forget it.. tell myself not to always think about those impossible thingx.. hahaha... so... stop thinking about it! lolx.. wahx.. super tired... better go catch my 2hrs of slp... sighx.. headache.. sianx.. wasted my time for nothing.. super boring! =X

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~








































♥ mE ^^ ♥




naMe : vaLvaL
spEciaL dAy : 06 May 1985
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stAy :
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jUz a vEry siMpLe gaL
wHo bElieVe iN miRacLes,
yEt dUn beLieVe miRaCleS wiLL hAppEn oN hErseLf..
beLieVes iN eVeRyoNe,
aNyoNE bUt nOt hErseLf.. =X
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-hEaRtaChEs-

When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go



~分手就象 失去翅膀~
~想遍着你 的我~
~飞不到原来 的方向~
~每当象现在 我感觉到悲伤~
~我会努力 让你走的方式飞翔~

只要相信,就会看见幸福的绿光
ღ~谁能给我 一支神奇的锁~ღ
ღ~轻轻一开 就让寂寞飞走~ღ
好希望有人教我怎么忘记伤痛





I just can't understand
the ways of all the men
and their mistakes
You give them
all your heart
And then they
rip it all away

You told me how much
you loved me
And how our love
was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that
you would set me free

You should've just
told me the truth
That I wasn't
the girl for you
Still,
I didn't have a clue
So my heart
depended on you, whoa~

Although I'll say
I hate you now
Though I'll shout
and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man
will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all,
still I just cry

Never again
will I be fooled
To give my all
when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold How could this be
I tot that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage
of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will u please take it all away

Never tot being born a girl
How i can love you
and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again



【我会学着放弃你】
【是因为我太爱你】



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IPL pErm hAir rEm0vaL =X
yUnNam HL tReatMent =X
tEEth whitEniNg???
lEarN t0 siNg
leArn t0 pLay piAn0
gEt my dRiviNg LicEnsE
g00d j0b
sLim d0wN
g00d tEmpEr
g0ld hEaRt
MORE g00d fRenx
nEw bEd
fiRst diGitaL cAm!
gReAt sKin c0mpLex
0wn's cAr
0wN's chRistiAn caFe
peaCe on eArtH
HAPPINESS





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*beyond just me*

N317

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angeline
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nAt
swEEt qiNsi
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mApLe di~




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leArN t0 L0vE MYSELF!♥
LeaRn t0 bE hAppiE
sLim d0wN
bE m0Re c0nfidEnt
caRe m0Re f0r othErs♥
cLeAr aLL dEbtS N saVe up
g0 t0 tAiwAn bY dEc!!









y0u caNNot juDge a tRee,
0r a peRs0n,
by onLy oNe sEas0n,
aNd thAt tHe essEnce
of wHo thEy aRe
aNd tHe pLeasUre,
j0y, aNd loVe
tHat coMe fRom
thAt Life
cAn onLy bE
mEasUred at tHe eNd,
whEn aLL thE
sEas0ns aRe up.
IF y0u giVe uP
whEn it's wiNter,
y0u wiLL miss tHe
pr0miSe oF yoUr spRing,
thE beaUty
oF youR sUmmEr,
fuLfiLmeNt oF
y0ur faLL.
Don't Let tHe pAin
0f oNe sEas0n
dEstr0y tHe j0y
oF aLL tHe reSt.
Don't jUdgE LifE bY onE
diFficuLt seAsoN.

PerSevEre thRouGh
tHe difFicuLt pAtcHes
aNd beTTer tiMes
aRe suRe t0 coMe
soMe tiMe.

Live SimpLy
Love GenEroUsLy.
CaRe DeepLy.
SpEak KiNdLy.
LeavE tHe ReSt
TO G0D.


Happiness keeps You Sweet
Trials keep You Strong
Sorrows keep You Human
Failures keep You Humble
Success keeps You Glowing
BUT
Only God keeps You Going