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Thursday, 10 January 2008,22:02:00
smiLex


*yawn* didnt slp much...lolx..4plus then slp.. 5plus my sis called..lolx.. but i nv ans.. was waiting for her to call again but she nv.. hahaha.. hmmx.. then..8plus woke up liao.. =,=" was tinking over some thoughts then xiang dao sis von.. coz suppose to meet her on sun de.. but i not goin sun svc tis week.. then was tinking shud b ok ba as she sat svc also ma.. haha.. then was tinking sms her ask if she wanna meet sat instead.. then xiang dao.. oops.. i no money sia.. haha.. dang! was kind of fretting over no money issue when my 2nd sis call again.. lolx.. then she was saying she gonna put ad in wan bao.. put my hp num.. then tell them tml go interview at where.. then tml mrn ask mi go help interview them then help out my bro-in-law... give mi $50.. gosh.. i was like so much? haha.. then she say nvm la see u so poor.. hohoho... thank God sia.. so i got another extra $50 to survive the week... lolx.. coz the promoter part-time one is not on the spot pay me sia.. lolx.. she say will send cheque over.. >.<" then i was like.. wahx like that need a week or so ba.. heeheex...
hmmx.. just now morning 8plus, received a sms from someone whom i feel will nv sms mi... guess who? wahaha... cant guess rite.. its pei xiong.. lolx.. so surprised sia.. even more surprised when he told mi he workin in the same company as nat... wahaha... they like so close sia.. lolx.. then i was like.. wahx.. then u see her almost everyday? lolx.. =P but anyway was reali glad to receive a sms from u.. coz always tot.. u dun save my num wahaha... =X hmmx.. feeling so tired sia.. lolx..
serser...rem tis songx ma...jesus loves me2...

Jesus loves me this i know
for the bible tells me so
little ones to Him belong
they are weak but He is strong

if a child can understand
that Jesus love is real
my friend i cannot comprehend
the reason that you fail
to feel the love that Jesus has
to die for you and me
when all you need is simple trust
and a child-like faith to see~

Jesus loves me this i know
the bible tells me so
i've sung this song so many times
but still i never know
what did He ever see in me
for all He has to give
to give His life at Calvary
that you and i will live~

(chorus)
will you ever see
His blood upon the sand
can you never feel
the nailprints in His hand
if you only knew
the love He has for you
like i know that Jesus loves me
yes Jesus loves me
this i know

still you do not realise
why tears are in my eyes
i cried because i know the cause
my saviour sacrificed
yes jesus loves me this i know
the bible tells me so
but words alone can never tell
the pain He came to know~

(chorus)
yes, jesus loves me
yes, jesus loves me
yes, jesus loves me
the bible tells me so~~~

rem ma? haha...my since young most loved christian song.. lolx.. hmmx.. during this 5yrs.. once awhile i still will tink of it and sing.. haha.. its reali a super nice songx.. but sadx.. not much ppl heard of it.. and cant find it also... haha.. =)

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~








































♥ mE ^^ ♥




naMe : vaLvaL
spEciaL dAy : 06 May 1985
fAv : d0raEm0n
stAy :
tEck wHyE
2009 sEcrEt :
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-behind the veil-

p3acel0ver
jUz a vEry siMpLe gaL
wHo bElieVe iN miRacLes,
yEt dUn beLieVe miRaCleS wiLL hAppEn oN hErseLf..
beLieVes iN eVeRyoNe,
aNyoNE bUt nOt hErseLf.. =X
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-hEaRtaChEs-

When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go



~分手就象 失去翅膀~
~想遍着你 的我~
~飞不到原来 的方向~
~每当象现在 我感觉到悲伤~
~我会努力 让你走的方式飞翔~

只要相信,就会看见幸福的绿光
ღ~谁能给我 一支神奇的锁~ღ
ღ~轻轻一开 就让寂寞飞走~ღ
好希望有人教我怎么忘记伤痛





I just can't understand
the ways of all the men
and their mistakes
You give them
all your heart
And then they
rip it all away

You told me how much
you loved me
And how our love
was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that
you would set me free

You should've just
told me the truth
That I wasn't
the girl for you
Still,
I didn't have a clue
So my heart
depended on you, whoa~

Although I'll say
I hate you now
Though I'll shout
and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man
will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all,
still I just cry

Never again
will I be fooled
To give my all
when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold How could this be
I tot that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage
of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will u please take it all away

Never tot being born a girl
How i can love you
and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again



【我会学着放弃你】
【是因为我太爱你】



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*beyond just me*

N317

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-~g0aLs 0f tHe yEaR~-

leArN t0 L0vE MYSELF!♥
LeaRn t0 bE hAppiE
sLim d0wN
bE m0Re c0nfidEnt
caRe m0Re f0r othErs♥
cLeAr aLL dEbtS N saVe up
g0 t0 tAiwAn bY dEc!!









y0u caNNot juDge a tRee,
0r a peRs0n,
by onLy oNe sEas0n,
aNd thAt tHe essEnce
of wHo thEy aRe
aNd tHe pLeasUre,
j0y, aNd loVe
tHat coMe fRom
thAt Life
cAn onLy bE
mEasUred at tHe eNd,
whEn aLL thE
sEas0ns aRe up.
IF y0u giVe uP
whEn it's wiNter,
y0u wiLL miss tHe
pr0miSe oF yoUr spRing,
thE beaUty
oF youR sUmmEr,
fuLfiLmeNt oF
y0ur faLL.
Don't Let tHe pAin
0f oNe sEas0n
dEstr0y tHe j0y
oF aLL tHe reSt.
Don't jUdgE LifE bY onE
diFficuLt seAsoN.

PerSevEre thRouGh
tHe difFicuLt pAtcHes
aNd beTTer tiMes
aRe suRe t0 coMe
soMe tiMe.

Live SimpLy
Love GenEroUsLy.
CaRe DeepLy.
SpEak KiNdLy.
LeavE tHe ReSt
TO G0D.


Happiness keeps You Sweet
Trials keep You Strong
Sorrows keep You Human
Failures keep You Humble
Success keeps You Glowing
BUT
Only God keeps You Going