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Thursday, 17 January 2008,23:51:00
tired day plus super FULL day lolx


wahx..tired sia.. lolx.. almost 3am then slp sia.. morning really dun wanna wake up de feeling haha.. but somehowx i managed to get myself wake up at 7.35am and did about 40sit-ups haha... then shower le go work for 5hrs... hmmx.. sianx.. =X 5hrs nia i already like super bored.. 8hrs howx sia.. lolx.. 19days to survive.. sighx.. worst.. need to memorise veggie prices!!! gosh... rem last time i first time work there.. i scare most is veggie pricing liao.. dang.. but then.. haha.. when work at cold storage.. i actually can rem all veggie.. and rem which is which veggie sia.. wahahaha... sianx.. so long liao so many yrs.. now.. i forgot all liao sighx.. sianx.. hope no one buy veggies.. i mean.. siao.. who will come buy veggies at midnitex??!! =X

deardear came find mi around 12.40pm haha.. she waited almost one and half hour for mi coz i finish at about 2.10pm.. hmmx.. grats her sia.. haha.. got a job le.. she's so lucky.. always get chosen.. haha.. anyway after my work, we came back my house rest awhile.. hmmx.. did another 2o sit-ups... then wait for my dajie come home.. hmmx.. around 4pm then she came back.. then we went tanjong pagar to see one agent liao we went bugis.. heehee... had seoul garden.. lala... we 7pm went in eat.. around 8.15pm, serser then joined us... wahx.. we really ate til closing sia.. 10.15pm like that..




our first soup, everything just add in lolx..




deardear eating her fav beef sliced dip egg.. yummy!




our second soup when serser came.. healthy look rite? haha..
with my fav black pepper beef & quite nice tom-yam chic on the hot plate



sErsEr busy eating.. lolx.. =P



trying to cook egg prawn..left side is my sista way
and left side is mine~




~dEssErt tiMe~


going home after dinner haha...
*note... i did something super throw face at seoul garden.. lolx.. coz before serser came.. i took alot beancurd as beancurd goes nice with soup but somehow theirs not nice so when ser came.. still left alot.. then when ser wan go take food, mi and deardear wanna go take mushrooms and prawns for soup also.. so we followed ser went out.. then mayb i keep tinkin abt the beancurd.. i saw someone takin beancurd.. dunno why i jux felt it was ser.. i walked up and saw dun take beancurd dun take beancurd, we got alot there liao... lolx.. i even used my hand and stop the person from taking.. lolx.. hmmx.. then i was like why tt person no reaction.. the hand still hang in the air like still wanna take the beancurd.. then i lift up my head.. i got a shock! wahaha.. is a guy.. =,=" deardear walked over to mi.. then i so paisei sia.. keep hid my face behind deardear hahahaa... the guy was like lookin at mi stunned!!! plus he's a malay.. i spoke in chinese! wahaha... hengx.. lolx.. but funnie tingx is.. he wore white top.. erm.. serser wore BLACK!!! =X then still nvm.. while eating.. dunno why i jux keep have the mindset that ser ur beancurd dun forget eat.. lolx.. times i wanna say out the recall oops.. ser nv wanted beancurd. haha... laughed til siao sia.. tears in eyes also.. haha.. til now when i tink of it i still will laughed non stop... lolx.. =X


hmmx.. but somehow.. deardear like not very full.. faint.. =.=" i super full sia... gosh.. even tell serser.. let go sun 1o rounds tomorrow sia.. lolx.. hmmx.. dang.. left 108 days.. wahaha... can de.. can make it de.. =X oh ya, actually yesterday afternoon, the agent called.. asking me how was the interview.. hmmx.. i say ok lorx.. then she said the HR like quite interested in me.. asked her to check with me how i felt about the position haha.. then i asked if they told her howx much they gonna offer me.. she replied nopex not yet.. then i told her cause they seems like want to push down my pay to 1.4k hmmx.. then she said she call them and check with them le then let me know as she told them before min 1.5k haha.. but then.. til now still no news.. =X well, even if they really want me.. i still thinking want take ma.. coz.. i no clothes~ wahaha.. always thinking i should find those wulu company so no need bother about clothings de.. lolx.. but then again.. i wonder.. maybe i should take the step out and change myself le.. rite? hmmx.. the lady whom i will be working under and taking instruction from seems very nice and friendly.. ya.. she also told me and keep telling me.. here the working hours is comfortable and the working environment is nice.. the department we will be dealing with is nice also.. hmmx.. dunno.. haha.. seems nice i guess.. wahaha... i shouldnt hide in my world rite? time to step out and move it rite? haha.. wonder... if my sista... can lend me few hundreds buy some clothes and shoes and cosmetics ma.. wahaha.. hard la i know.. =X plus.. i dun dare open mouth also.. wahaha... sianx.. just now before eating, we shop around abit... went in these shop, super expensive shop but quite nice clothes there and guess what! got my size!! wahaha... i saw a few i like sia.. lalala... money money money~ give me money~ lalala~ hahaha...


then when the agent hung up.. i looked at deardear and said.. she said the HR is interested in me.. so unbelievable.. lolx.. coz when i going for interview, while walking to the company i still told reen.. aiyax wun get it de la.. i jux come for interview nia since the agent ask mi come.. haha.. lolx.. but.. well.. surprised that they want me.. lolx.. anyway now dunno howx le.. i was thinking.. if the agent go ask about the pay tingx, maybe they dun wan liao.. hahha... lolx..



~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~








































♥ mE ^^ ♥




naMe : vaLvaL
spEciaL dAy : 06 May 1985
fAv : d0raEm0n
stAy :
tEck wHyE
2009 sEcrEt :
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-behind the veil-

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jUz a vEry siMpLe gaL
wHo bElieVe iN miRacLes,
yEt dUn beLieVe miRaCleS wiLL hAppEn oN hErseLf..
beLieVes iN eVeRyoNe,
aNyoNE bUt nOt hErseLf.. =X
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-hEaRtaChEs-

When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go



~分手就象 失去翅膀~
~想遍着你 的我~
~飞不到原来 的方向~
~每当象现在 我感觉到悲伤~
~我会努力 让你走的方式飞翔~

只要相信,就会看见幸福的绿光
ღ~谁能给我 一支神奇的锁~ღ
ღ~轻轻一开 就让寂寞飞走~ღ
好希望有人教我怎么忘记伤痛





I just can't understand
the ways of all the men
and their mistakes
You give them
all your heart
And then they
rip it all away

You told me how much
you loved me
And how our love
was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that
you would set me free

You should've just
told me the truth
That I wasn't
the girl for you
Still,
I didn't have a clue
So my heart
depended on you, whoa~

Although I'll say
I hate you now
Though I'll shout
and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man
will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all,
still I just cry

Never again
will I be fooled
To give my all
when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold How could this be
I tot that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage
of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will u please take it all away

Never tot being born a girl
How i can love you
and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again



【我会学着放弃你】
【是因为我太爱你】



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*beyond just me*

N317

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nAt
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leArN t0 L0vE MYSELF!♥
LeaRn t0 bE hAppiE
sLim d0wN
bE m0Re c0nfidEnt
caRe m0Re f0r othErs♥
cLeAr aLL dEbtS N saVe up
g0 t0 tAiwAn bY dEc!!









y0u caNNot juDge a tRee,
0r a peRs0n,
by onLy oNe sEas0n,
aNd thAt tHe essEnce
of wHo thEy aRe
aNd tHe pLeasUre,
j0y, aNd loVe
tHat coMe fRom
thAt Life
cAn onLy bE
mEasUred at tHe eNd,
whEn aLL thE
sEas0ns aRe up.
IF y0u giVe uP
whEn it's wiNter,
y0u wiLL miss tHe
pr0miSe oF yoUr spRing,
thE beaUty
oF youR sUmmEr,
fuLfiLmeNt oF
y0ur faLL.
Don't Let tHe pAin
0f oNe sEas0n
dEstr0y tHe j0y
oF aLL tHe reSt.
Don't jUdgE LifE bY onE
diFficuLt seAsoN.

PerSevEre thRouGh
tHe difFicuLt pAtcHes
aNd beTTer tiMes
aRe suRe t0 coMe
soMe tiMe.

Live SimpLy
Love GenEroUsLy.
CaRe DeepLy.
SpEak KiNdLy.
LeavE tHe ReSt
TO G0D.


Happiness keeps You Sweet
Trials keep You Strong
Sorrows keep You Human
Failures keep You Humble
Success keeps You Glowing
BUT
Only God keeps You Going