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Monday, 11 February 2008,23:19:00
~cny~


wow, reali wanna thanks serser... coz not for her, i wun get to go anywhere or go bai nian.. lolx.. on fri nitex she was like smsing mi asking if i goin anywhere on sat.. coz she wanna jio mi go watch movie.. i was like oh ok great! then she was sayin like 4pm she goin ling's house bai nian.. wahaha then i thick skin asked if i could tag along.. hohoho... =P then she asked irene, irene said ok.. hmmx.. so sat i met ser at 11plus to take 172.. then we watched 1pm show.. so we shop around abit.. then ta bao long john into cinema haha.. then after the show, we went toilet make up.. erm.. she make up.. i touch up? lolx.. then we went irene house, but too bad.. her mom not at home =X haha.. then her bf drove us to ling house.. wow.. she slim alot dun she? then they played mahjong.. ben lai wanted meet deardear go her house de.. if i knew they gonna played til so late.. i would have go find u sia haha.. anyway, they finished the game at 8pm.. lolx.. then jason drove us to boonlay mrt stn.. hmmx.. saw mr lee weimin and ms kit lee sia.. mr lee got two daugthers le!! lolx.. pretty sia his daughter.. haha..

his younger daughter-8mths old
hmmx.. follow which, mi and ser took mrt to payar lebar, coz goin down to her ex boss pub bai nian.. haha.. i tag along coz.. got free drinks ma! wahahaha... =P i love to drink! gosh! miss drinking... hmmx... but maybe it was a bad idea of mi tagging along.. not bad for mi but.. bad for ser? hmmx.. tink my tagging along caused alot tingx? caused her good impression of that boss to change? lolx.. causing her to be late for service and etc? hmmx.. wadever... sighx.. but i love tt nitex! haha... coz everythin free... drink all i wan smoke all i wan.. lalala... tho i got drunk but hey.. at least i nv lost control ok! u nv see i lost control tt time.. even worst.. i reali bu xin ren shi de lorx.. haha.. wahx.. ser said i dun hold my liquor well.. hear liao buay songx.. wahaha.. wish i can get free drinks everyday, then can train my jiu liang... haha.. =X

hmmx.. suppose to go lijia house on sun 2plus de.. but end up morning 10plus then i reach hm.. then i slept til 2plus? lolx.. so nv go.. postpone to mon.. haha.. then met deardear at 4pm at railmall to visit her godma.. hmmx.. then went her godma house... wow she gave mi $10 ang bao.. so shocked sia.. haha.. then after that we went avan house.. play mahjong while waiting for his bro come home.. then 8pm i went home then they continued their mahjong.. hmmx.. whole day not feeling very good sia.. keep feel like wan vomit like that but.. keep cant vomit.. so no appetite to eat also.. but 9plus super hungry liao.. so ate some rice... wahx.. feel like puke.. hahaha... hmmx..
super tired sia.. haha.. morning 9plus my erjie called mi.. lolx.. she nv go work.. =,=" overslept.. haha.. end up asked mi over to her house.. went for kfc.. lolx.. then played with sami abit..

pretty rite? chuyi she wore this over here too..
2pm i left coz goin lijia house.. hmmx.. tink i reached her place at 2plus 3 ba.. hmmx.. walked from my sis place.. lolx.. wow.. soo many years ago de path.. hengx i still rem a lil hahaha.. nv lost my way.. haha.. hmmx.. chatted with her til 5pm then got to rush liao.. lolx.. coz need to work at 6pm.. sianx... =X when i reached hm.. my dajie was like.. oh na got his num liao but kelvin nv say is u wan one.. zzz.. then i say i dun wan la! sianx diao.. told her many times liao.. wan him willin give mi then i take.. dun wan out of nowhere sms him rite? haha.. but while working.. i tink tink and tink.. hmmx.. wanted ask kelvin to call him ask if i wan his num can give ma.. but my sis ignore mi.. end up i asked her give mi the num.. haha.. when i finish work.. i sms him.. lalala... so damn happie!!!!!!!!! =D his 1st reply makes mi so damn happie lalala~ dunno why... mayb i tink too much.. but still happie... haha... now.. i got his num, i knw his name.. i even knw where he stay... lolx.. not i ask one.. he asked mi 1st.. heehee... so happie.. cant slp liao.. lolx.. =P
i sms ser say cant help keep tinking abt sat nitex.. then asked her tink no need bother to ask mi go church le la.. then she asked y.. hmmx.. then i replied... coz i realised i prefer tis kind of life.. i love to drink and stuffs.. i dun wanna lead her kind of life.. like being bond like that.. cant do tis cant do that.. then she asked.. do i love the world thingx more than i loved god? i wanted reply dunno maybe.. but i nv.. after long time thinkin then i replied... i prefer to do the things i like to do MORE THAN the things i dont like to do.. haha.. then she bo reply liao.. hmmx... sat nitex when we were talking outside de pub.. forgot wad i said le but aft tt she said.. life is unfair de la.. hmmx.. then i asked her this.. "howx can life be unfair when god is fair? or howx can god b fair when life is unfair?" then she said it depends on howx u tink de ma.. then i say nono.. dun change topic.. the thing now is.. one moment u can tell mi god is fair but next life is unfair? humans always like to say life is unfair.. so tell mi.. howx can god b fair when life is unfair? or howx can life be unfair when god is fair? then she diam diam.. hahaha... ser.. i was expecting u to say sth like.. the life unfairness are just trials and tests for us to go thru and grow stronger or etc de haha.. but u always go speechless lolx.. =) anyway, reali thanks for sat.. i reali feel so happie.. ya.. =)

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-hEaRtaChEs-

When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go



~分手就象 失去翅膀~
~想遍着你 的我~
~飞不到原来 的方向~
~每当象现在 我感觉到悲伤~
~我会努力 让你走的方式飞翔~

只要相信,就会看见幸福的绿光
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好希望有人教我怎么忘记伤痛





I just can't understand
the ways of all the men
and their mistakes
You give them
all your heart
And then they
rip it all away

You told me how much
you loved me
And how our love
was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that
you would set me free

You should've just
told me the truth
That I wasn't
the girl for you
Still,
I didn't have a clue
So my heart
depended on you, whoa~

Although I'll say
I hate you now
Though I'll shout
and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man
will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all,
still I just cry

Never again
will I be fooled
To give my all
when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold How could this be
I tot that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage
of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will u please take it all away

Never tot being born a girl
How i can love you
and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again



【我会学着放弃你】
【是因为我太爱你】



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y0u caNNot juDge a tRee,
0r a peRs0n,
by onLy oNe sEas0n,
aNd thAt tHe essEnce
of wHo thEy aRe
aNd tHe pLeasUre,
j0y, aNd loVe
tHat coMe fRom
thAt Life
cAn onLy bE
mEasUred at tHe eNd,
whEn aLL thE
sEas0ns aRe up.
IF y0u giVe uP
whEn it's wiNter,
y0u wiLL miss tHe
pr0miSe oF yoUr spRing,
thE beaUty
oF youR sUmmEr,
fuLfiLmeNt oF
y0ur faLL.
Don't Let tHe pAin
0f oNe sEas0n
dEstr0y tHe j0y
oF aLL tHe reSt.
Don't jUdgE LifE bY onE
diFficuLt seAsoN.

PerSevEre thRouGh
tHe difFicuLt pAtcHes
aNd beTTer tiMes
aRe suRe t0 coMe
soMe tiMe.

Live SimpLy
Love GenEroUsLy.
CaRe DeepLy.
SpEak KiNdLy.
LeavE tHe ReSt
TO G0D.


Happiness keeps You Sweet
Trials keep You Strong
Sorrows keep You Human
Failures keep You Humble
Success keeps You Glowing
BUT
Only God keeps You Going