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Thursday, 28 February 2008,22:43:00



wow, i must really thank god.. hmmx.. coz actually on tues afternoon, my sis was like looking thru the newspaper and msn-ing mi those emails ask mi send my resume.. hmmx.. the nitex before was being nagged by deardear and moon asking mi hurry send more resumes!!! lolx.. so.. well.. i sent those my sis gave.. and look through jobstreet and stuff and sent a few too.. then... i received a call saying she receive my application.. and would like me to go down for an interview on wed morning.. so i thought is my sis newspaper de.. hmmx.. then on wed morning, wasnt really feeling well sia.. woke up with aches again.. =X then eyes swollen haha.. wanted so much to dun go the interview de.. =X but then.. think over.. cannot! i really need a job badly! i must go sia.. so.. i went.. the lady super nice.. the moment she came in.. she was saying "hey dun worry there is public transport just outside the company.. and if one day u work late and i work late also.. u can take a ride from mi coz we stay quite near.. i stay bukit panjang.." i was like.. eh.. ok.. =,=" then i asked her u mean ur company dun provide transport? she said have but not sure cck have pick up point anot.. then she went out to check for mi sia.. and return back saying.. cck have pick up point good for u rite? i was like.. oh ok.. hmmx.. nice rite? haha.. shock sia.. hmmx.. then we waited for another guy to come in then start the interview.. i can feel the lady like okok lorx.. like willing to hire liao that kind.. but i felt the guy like not ok.. lolx.. hahaha... hmmx.. then thru the whole interview.. i nv speak at all sia.. hmmx.. =X so i tot.. gone case liao la.. hahahaha... then after interview i took wrong bus somemore.. zzz... idiot mi.. chase for the bus end up wrong bus.. took to tuas interchange.. kaox.. wulu wulu one.. totally deserted like that.. gosh.. =,=" hmmx.. then when i reach boonlay interchange.. i cant walk sia.. pain! =X so i nv go look for one agent who called mi in morning..
this morning received a sms from irene asking i went her company for interview? coz i promised to let her know if her company call mi ma.. hmmx.. i was like huh? is ur company mehx? i didnt know.. lolx.. haha.. then she replied aiyo! haha... then she said heard from her colicks that her boss wan hire mi.. i was like reali?!?! gosh.. so happie.. lolx.. then was hopin they call soon.. so that i dun have to go for the afternoon interview at tanjong pagar.. haha.. but irene said most prob fri then will call mi.. i was like.. oh.. but really thanks god!! she called at 1plus.. wow.. i was so damn excited and happie! i really bong bong tiao tiao lorx.. cant stop smiling!!! hahaa... kelvin was like laughing at mi lorx.. haha.. hmmx.. then i asked her erm.. they nv mention abt pay wise.. then she said.. we are giving u what u wan lorx so that's y u nv hear us talk abt it.. gosh! super happie lorx! transport wise i already can save so much u know.. hmmx.. lalala.. just so damn happie today!!! =D i really must work super hard from now on.. for my sake! i must! must not be like the past anymore.. i wasted another two months.. i left 10 months to go.. hmmx.. deardear was like saying wahx.. someone finally wan work hard liao arhx.. hmmx.. ya.. i reali have been wanting a job so badly.. 1st time in my life.. i wanted it so badly.. hmmx.. tired of rotting at home.. and living in saddness! it's time i break out of the shell and be happie man! ser.. i was reali touched when u told mi just now about what ling they said.. like ask mi join along for your gathering.. ya.. thanks alot..! help mi say thanks to them man! i was reali touched just now.. u guys were the one who made the difference for mi during cny.. and now they are welcoming mi to join along for the gathering and stuffs.. hmmx.. thanks! my job is also help from irene! wow.. i reali dunno what to say.. =)

*heard from irene.. think she told her superior what i told her.. like the guy like not ok.. hmmx.. but she told her... rite after the interview.. he told her he wan hire mi liao.. gosh.. i was like.. unbelievable... lolx.. =P haha.. u cant believe howx happie i am now man! think its really been super long since i felt this way... hahaa... =) really thanks god.. =))

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~








































♥ mE ^^ ♥




naMe : vaLvaL
spEciaL dAy : 06 May 1985
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stAy :
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-behind the veil-

p3acel0ver
jUz a vEry siMpLe gaL
wHo bElieVe iN miRacLes,
yEt dUn beLieVe miRaCleS wiLL hAppEn oN hErseLf..
beLieVes iN eVeRyoNe,
aNyoNE bUt nOt hErseLf.. =X
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-hEaRtaChEs-

When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go



~分手就象 失去翅膀~
~想遍着你 的我~
~飞不到原来 的方向~
~每当象现在 我感觉到悲伤~
~我会努力 让你走的方式飞翔~

只要相信,就会看见幸福的绿光
ღ~谁能给我 一支神奇的锁~ღ
ღ~轻轻一开 就让寂寞飞走~ღ
好希望有人教我怎么忘记伤痛





I just can't understand
the ways of all the men
and their mistakes
You give them
all your heart
And then they
rip it all away

You told me how much
you loved me
And how our love
was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that
you would set me free

You should've just
told me the truth
That I wasn't
the girl for you
Still,
I didn't have a clue
So my heart
depended on you, whoa~

Although I'll say
I hate you now
Though I'll shout
and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man
will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all,
still I just cry

Never again
will I be fooled
To give my all
when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold How could this be
I tot that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage
of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will u please take it all away

Never tot being born a girl
How i can love you
and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again



【我会学着放弃你】
【是因为我太爱你】



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IPL pErm hAir rEm0vaL =X
yUnNam HL tReatMent =X
tEEth whitEniNg???
lEarN t0 siNg
leArn t0 pLay piAn0
gEt my dRiviNg LicEnsE
g00d j0b
sLim d0wN
g00d tEmpEr
g0ld hEaRt
MORE g00d fRenx
nEw bEd
fiRst diGitaL cAm!
gReAt sKin c0mpLex
0wn's cAr
0wN's chRistiAn caFe
peaCe on eArtH
HAPPINESS





~♥~cHit-chAt~♥~



*beyond just me*

N317

dEarDeaR
m00nm00n
dEarEst wEndY
angeline
cLaRa bia0mei
nAt
swEEt qiNsi
sErsEr
mApLe di~




-~g0aLs 0f tHe yEaR~-

leArN t0 L0vE MYSELF!♥
LeaRn t0 bE hAppiE
sLim d0wN
bE m0Re c0nfidEnt
caRe m0Re f0r othErs♥
cLeAr aLL dEbtS N saVe up
g0 t0 tAiwAn bY dEc!!









y0u caNNot juDge a tRee,
0r a peRs0n,
by onLy oNe sEas0n,
aNd thAt tHe essEnce
of wHo thEy aRe
aNd tHe pLeasUre,
j0y, aNd loVe
tHat coMe fRom
thAt Life
cAn onLy bE
mEasUred at tHe eNd,
whEn aLL thE
sEas0ns aRe up.
IF y0u giVe uP
whEn it's wiNter,
y0u wiLL miss tHe
pr0miSe oF yoUr spRing,
thE beaUty
oF youR sUmmEr,
fuLfiLmeNt oF
y0ur faLL.
Don't Let tHe pAin
0f oNe sEas0n
dEstr0y tHe j0y
oF aLL tHe reSt.
Don't jUdgE LifE bY onE
diFficuLt seAsoN.

PerSevEre thRouGh
tHe difFicuLt pAtcHes
aNd beTTer tiMes
aRe suRe t0 coMe
soMe tiMe.

Live SimpLy
Love GenEroUsLy.
CaRe DeepLy.
SpEak KiNdLy.
LeavE tHe ReSt
TO G0D.


Happiness keeps You Sweet
Trials keep You Strong
Sorrows keep You Human
Failures keep You Humble
Success keeps You Glowing
BUT
Only God keeps You Going