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Thursday, 21 February 2008,22:10:00



wow today was out almost whole day.. haha.. went out at 11am, reached home at 10pm.. hmmx..went suntec to buy sth, then had dim sum for lunch at this erm.. yam boat or sth de? forgot.. haha.. got one dim sum quite cute sia.. the prawn dumplings NICE man!! =P reali full of prawn.. yummy! then the prawn & char sao zhu chang fen also nice sia.. hmmx.. but exp worx.. eat dao lai.. $60plus lolx.. ben lai supposed dajie pay.. but end up kelvin paid coz cannot nets.. hmmx.. then after eat, went to buy the stuffs i want.. heehee.. fengshui items la.. lolx.. spent $38.70 heehee... then after buying, went to bugis for movie.. but the 1st thing reach there was to find one agent first.. haha.. quite nice that lady.. friendly and sweet.. ya.. hopefully tml's interview is a success haha.. then after that, went to see got what time show.. end up watched 4.15pm.. so we got half hr before the show haha.. then after the show, we went seoul garden for dinner =X but never eat much.. sobx.. tot can get to eat sushi haha.. but end up my sis still want eat seoul garden.. lolx.. then i realised.. seoul garden without deardear is BORING!! lolx.. hmmx.. nv eat much.. felt like so waste money to go eat that today sia.. =X hmmx.. anyway.. during the movie.. the bread guy got sms mi.. ask if i working today ma.. hmmx.. sighx.. wonder.. if i were at home.. not out with my sis.. would he ask mi out? lolx.. haha.. but even if that's really the case.. dun tink i dare go also ba.. lolx.. dun really dare go out with one person.. unless very close that kind.. haha.. if not normally i make sure at least 3 people together de hmmx.. sadx la.. haha.. after smsing with him.. felt super bored sia.. dunno why.. whole person no mood like that.. aiyox.. very paisei to kelvin sia.. always got to see my mood swing.. wahaha.. poor them.. =X paid for everything.. yet i always show them my face lolx.. paisei.. =X
ytd went to have ch0u ch0u!!! so happie!! heehee... went with serser.. wahx.. sibei nice! but ordered too much food.. so end up.. sibei full til want vomit.. =X then after that i went home liao.. went coffeeshop drink with some prime colicks.. wahx.. i cant eat much of the wings also.. lolx.. hmmx.. i love to drink!! wahaha.. =D oh ya, anyway ser.. rem ytd i still say the shoe i wore no more pain? kaox.. today i wore again ma.. hmmx.. then when we walking out of the bugis mrt stn.. my sis was like asking kelvin.. eh.. is my sis feet bleeding? lolx.. =X then kelvin nudge mi said.. wei.. ur feet bled huh? u no feeling?? =X i turned and see.. wahx.. the blood dried up liao de.. then.. smeared til like the whole back of the feet lorx.. so erxin like that.. =X feel so damn paisei lehx.. ahaha.. then one lady suddenly walked up give mi plaster said.. miss u better paste one plaster if not later infection.. =X gosh.. felt damn paisei.. but really thankful to that kind lady sia.. she's so nice!! hmmx.. then sat outside kfc and clean my wound then paste the plaster... garfield de somemore haha.. hmmx.. anyway reali enjoyed ytd and today la.. but ytd was in great pain la.. =X until evening when we goin geylang then no more pain.. even when drinkin also no pain sia.. =X today morning a little pain.. but after that ok also.. haha..
saw hui jun and foong li on sun at orchard sia.. so surprised.. hui jun now so pretty sia!! hmmx.. then mon saw pei ling.. a primary school frenx.. not really close coz nv same class.. but was really surprised she rem my name sia! so touched!!! =D she changed so much since the last few times i saw her.. coz.. last time she more lian kind ma.. now more si wen like that.. heehee.. she said i slim liao.. =X that time lijia also said that.. gosh.. then when went to find deardear godma.. they also say i slim a little liao.. =,="" then... ytd in lift, one of my neighbour took the lift with mi and ser.. she also keep say i slim liao.. touched my tummy somemore =X haha.. wow.. dunno i shud be happie or sadx tho.. lolx.. my target time is getting nearer and nearer.. yet.. i haven done anythin.. sighx.. jialut mi.. muz reali wake up sia!! stop living in misery man! wake up!! anyway.. went svc on sun.. wore that weird jacket.. was still rather afraid i look damn weird.. but somehowx.. ser mem keep saying hey val ur jacket looks nice.. hmmx.. i so paisei dunno wad to say also.. haha.. everytime someone praise mi or wad.. i will dunno wad to say de lolx.. then sis minghui cant believe i bought it at market lolx.. so funnie.. then she also said my hair color looks nice.. and they were surprised i said i color myself.. hmmx.. i nv find it nice tho.. but.. quite a few ppl say nice.. lolx..

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~








































♥ mE ^^ ♥




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spEciaL dAy : 06 May 1985
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-behind the veil-

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jUz a vEry siMpLe gaL
wHo bElieVe iN miRacLes,
yEt dUn beLieVe miRaCleS wiLL hAppEn oN hErseLf..
beLieVes iN eVeRyoNe,
aNyoNE bUt nOt hErseLf.. =X
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-hEaRtaChEs-

When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go



~分手就象 失去翅膀~
~想遍着你 的我~
~飞不到原来 的方向~
~每当象现在 我感觉到悲伤~
~我会努力 让你走的方式飞翔~

只要相信,就会看见幸福的绿光
ღ~谁能给我 一支神奇的锁~ღ
ღ~轻轻一开 就让寂寞飞走~ღ
好希望有人教我怎么忘记伤痛





I just can't understand
the ways of all the men
and their mistakes
You give them
all your heart
And then they
rip it all away

You told me how much
you loved me
And how our love
was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that
you would set me free

You should've just
told me the truth
That I wasn't
the girl for you
Still,
I didn't have a clue
So my heart
depended on you, whoa~

Although I'll say
I hate you now
Though I'll shout
and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man
will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all,
still I just cry

Never again
will I be fooled
To give my all
when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold How could this be
I tot that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage
of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will u please take it all away

Never tot being born a girl
How i can love you
and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again



【我会学着放弃你】
【是因为我太爱你】



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IPL pErm hAir rEm0vaL =X
yUnNam HL tReatMent =X
tEEth whitEniNg???
lEarN t0 siNg
leArn t0 pLay piAn0
gEt my dRiviNg LicEnsE
g00d j0b
sLim d0wN
g00d tEmpEr
g0ld hEaRt
MORE g00d fRenx
nEw bEd
fiRst diGitaL cAm!
gReAt sKin c0mpLex
0wn's cAr
0wN's chRistiAn caFe
peaCe on eArtH
HAPPINESS





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*beyond just me*

N317

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angeline
cLaRa bia0mei
nAt
swEEt qiNsi
sErsEr
mApLe di~




-~g0aLs 0f tHe yEaR~-

leArN t0 L0vE MYSELF!♥
LeaRn t0 bE hAppiE
sLim d0wN
bE m0Re c0nfidEnt
caRe m0Re f0r othErs♥
cLeAr aLL dEbtS N saVe up
g0 t0 tAiwAn bY dEc!!









y0u caNNot juDge a tRee,
0r a peRs0n,
by onLy oNe sEas0n,
aNd thAt tHe essEnce
of wHo thEy aRe
aNd tHe pLeasUre,
j0y, aNd loVe
tHat coMe fRom
thAt Life
cAn onLy bE
mEasUred at tHe eNd,
whEn aLL thE
sEas0ns aRe up.
IF y0u giVe uP
whEn it's wiNter,
y0u wiLL miss tHe
pr0miSe oF yoUr spRing,
thE beaUty
oF youR sUmmEr,
fuLfiLmeNt oF
y0ur faLL.
Don't Let tHe pAin
0f oNe sEas0n
dEstr0y tHe j0y
oF aLL tHe reSt.
Don't jUdgE LifE bY onE
diFficuLt seAsoN.

PerSevEre thRouGh
tHe difFicuLt pAtcHes
aNd beTTer tiMes
aRe suRe t0 coMe
soMe tiMe.

Live SimpLy
Love GenEroUsLy.
CaRe DeepLy.
SpEak KiNdLy.
LeavE tHe ReSt
TO G0D.


Happiness keeps You Sweet
Trials keep You Strong
Sorrows keep You Human
Failures keep You Humble
Success keeps You Glowing
BUT
Only God keeps You Going