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Sunday, 23 March 2008,06:00:00



well..kinda busy and tired this week?
lolx..sun was out whole day,
pei 3rd sis go hair treatment
then went CP for her eyelash extension
then shop around CP awhile..bought two tops
1for10, 2for18 lolx..then there got jeans bottoms
short short one with siZe..my sis bought..
next time im gonna go there man!! hahaha..
then when we left CP its like almost 6pm?
gosh..so late..we went bukit batok to take my hp
heehee..then went dinner..
so reached home about ehh..8pm?
wahx..do my hp til like 12am then slp sia..
so mon super tired..mon slept at almost 2am?
gosh..tues tired too..faint..planned like..
ehh..go home after work to slp..but..
minghui wanted meet mi awhile?so i tot..
meet awhile go home slp?but...
lolx..left jp like 9plus? faint..
reached home 10plus..lolx..so i tot..
wed go home early slp? then again..
i went prime mark to see some frenx..
reached home like about..ehh..8.45?
hahaha..thurs is the best..reached home 6.20pm!!
uncle dropped mi at my bus stop here..
coz not much ppl took transport home that day..
so i requested even nearer drop point..lolx.. =P
fri went to find deardear for facial..
sadx..no waxing for mi..sobx..
waited soo long.. =X anyway..lost my way man..
never been to H.V la..lolx...i managed to walk there
from buona vista mrt stn..but she was like..
i walked the wrong way?
so she guided mi back another way
but i lost my way..and i ended up at commonwealth mrt?
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...
tot of go svc yesterday since im out..
like that sat and sun i can no need go out..
haha..but cant seems to find anyone..so..
forget it..and went home..
this morning tien sms mi ask if im free to go svc..
so she and ser pei mi to 3pm svc..
the drama..still ok la.. =X
argh..die..im so hard hearten now..lolx..
been to like 4svc tis year?
but yet..i still dun feel anything...
haha..lolx..howx sia.. =,="
saw sis von..wow..she still look so young..
envy.. =D still so pretty also.. haha..
hmmx..reached home like abt 7plus sia..
so late.. =,=" gosh..and i cant sleep..
now is like 6am in the morning le..
=,=" sighx..dunno why couldnt get to slp
lolx..hey..i kinda miss him hahaha..
kinda sadx that he dun sms or msn mi le..
lolx..sooo sadx!!!! hahahaha.. =P
oh ya..today svc msg is forgiveness..
the 1st point of wad will unforgiveness do
is..bring pain..i was like..no wonder i still feel pain
but then again..i tink..its not forgiveness for mi..
is letting go..hmmx..ya..couldnt let go..
and so i still feel the pinch in my heart..
haha..keep reminding myself..
over is over..dun tink abt him anymore..
lalala..but i still miss him tho..
sighx..why am i always the only one..
missing people?!! i hate that.. =X
hate missing people who dun miss mi..
sighx..wad is wrong with mi..sadden...

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~








































♥ mE ^^ ♥




naMe : vaLvaL
spEciaL dAy : 06 May 1985
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jUz a vEry siMpLe gaL
wHo bElieVe iN miRacLes,
yEt dUn beLieVe miRaCleS wiLL hAppEn oN hErseLf..
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aNyoNE bUt nOt hErseLf.. =X
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-hEaRtaChEs-

When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go


~分手就象 失去翅膀~
~想遍着你 的我~
~飞不到原来 的方向~
~每当象现在 我感觉到悲伤~
~我会努力 让你走的方式飞翔~

只要相信,就会看见幸福的绿光
ღ~谁能给我 一支神奇的锁~ღ
ღ~轻轻一开 就让寂寞飞走~ღ
好希望有人教我怎么忘记伤痛




I just can't understand
the ways of all the men
and their mistakes
You give them
all your heart
And then they
rip it all away

You told me how much
you loved me
And how our love
was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that
you would set me free

You should've just
told me the truth
That I wasn't
the girl for you
Still,
I didn't have a clue
So my heart
depended on you, whoa~

Although I'll say
I hate you now
Though I'll shout
and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man
will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all,
still I just cry

Never again
will I be fooled
To give my all
when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold How could this be
I tot that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage
of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will u please take it all away

Never tot being born a girl
How i can love you
and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again



【我会学着放弃你】
【是因为我太爱你】


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IPL pErm hAir rEm0vaL =X
yUnNam HL tReatMent =X
tEEth whitEniNg???
lEarN t0 siNg
leArn t0 pLay piAn0
gEt my dRiviNg LicEnsE
g00d j0b
sLim d0wN
g00d tEmpEr
g0ld hEaRt
MORE g00d fRenx
nEw bEd
fiRst diGitaL cAm!
gReAt sKin c0mpLex
0wn's cAr
 0wN's chRistiAn caFe
peaCe on eArtH
HAPPINESS





~♥~cHit-chAt~♥~



*beyond just me*

N317

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angeline
cLaRa bia0mei
nAt
swEEt qiNsi
sErsEr
mApLe di~




-~g0aLs 0f tHe yEaR~-

leArN t0 L0vE MYSELF!♥
LeaRn t0 bE hAppiE
sLim d0wN
bE m0Re c0nfidEnt
caRe m0Re f0r othErs♥
cLeAr aLL dEbtS N saVe up
g0 t0 tAiwAn bY dEc!!









y0u caNNot juDge a tRee,
0r a peRs0n,
by onLy oNe sEas0n,
aNd thAt tHe essEnce
of wHo thEy aRe
aNd tHe pLeasUre,
j0y, aNd loVe
tHat coMe fRom
thAt Life
cAn onLy bE
mEasUred at tHe eNd,
whEn aLL thE
sEas0ns aRe up.
IF y0u giVe uP
whEn it's wiNter,
y0u wiLL miss tHe
pr0miSe oF yoUr spRing,
thE beaUty
oF youR sUmmEr,
fuLfiLmeNt oF
y0ur faLL.
Don't Let tHe pAin
0f oNe sEas0n
dEstr0y tHe j0y
oF aLL tHe reSt.
Don't jUdgE LifE bY onE
diFficuLt seAsoN.

PerSevEre thRouGh
tHe difFicuLt pAtcHes
aNd beTTer tiMes
aRe suRe t0 coMe
soMe tiMe.

Live SimpLy
Love GenEroUsLy.
CaRe DeepLy.
SpEak KiNdLy.
LeavE tHe ReSt
TO G0D.


Happiness keeps You Sweet
Trials keep You Strong
Sorrows keep You Human
Failures keep You Humble
Success keeps You Glowing
BUT
Only God keeps You Going