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Sunday, 1 June 2008,23:04:00



sometimes i enjoy busy days...
liks last sat, the whole day packed..
though might be tiring but kinda enjoy..
just that..ehh..exp la.. always will spend alot
like yesterday..hmmx..drag dajie and kelvin
pei mi go suntec..but before that..they need go
causeway to send hp for repair..well..as u knw..
causeway is my forbidden place! =X
so i told them to go ahead while i wait at home
then meet them cck mrt hao le..
i showered slightly earlier coz i scare no enuf time
hmmx..tot of put on some make up ma..hee..
well, end up..i completely done..they still waiting..
sadx..i damn bored..dunno wad to do while waiting sia
til i reali sibei sianx suddenly tot of sunshine..
everytime with dajie and kelvin i sure tot of him
so i sms asked if he wanna go dinner together...
with kelvin and dajie..lolx..then he called sia..
scare mi.. hahaha...i hesitate awhile then ans...well..
anyway he couldnt make it la coz his cousin marry
hmmx..he said next time still got chance.. lolx..
when i told moonie..she said ya lorx still got chance..
lolx..but i said..ehh ya..but wait for mi got courage
to ask him out again ma..lolx..then deardear scold mi..
y must wait for ur courage?cannot ppl ask u out mehx?
i said..even so..i sure will reject also again wad..lolx..
coz..i dun dare ma..hahaha..deardear cant stand mi.. =X

anyway,reach suntec abt like..5pm?yippee!!
bought my eesential oils~ haha..
gosh..spent quite a bomb man! sobs~
then went makan..they said go food court
but i dun wan..food court alot ppl
then need find seats wait for seats..
then need go buy food ourselves!
argh..then i said go crystal jade.. =X
end up..my treat?? pig dajie la.. sighx..
sads..no money liao sia..actually...
not suppose to spent a single cent =X
coz thurs kelvin treating mi to
crystal jade kitchen..then dajie said..
like this just now that meal no need pay le rite?
wth..60plus sia.. =X sighx..
then went carrefour find that promoter
kelvin bought 3bars choc from her too..
one for himself..one for dajie and one for mi..
lolx..i additional bought one too..then got this tibits
osyter mushroom..nice..i bought 3packets..also
bought one can omega milk powder..sobs..spent..
like..30?? omg!! then we went the wine fair..but..
we too late..no promoters liao..sianx..
but..then..haha..when about to leave..somehow..
we saw got a few la..then we went this section one..
ehh..dunno wad country also.. =X
got one angmoh lady..then show mi the sweet wine..
then ask mi try in seq..so she poured for mi..
1st one nice..3rd one sux..4th one yucks..5th dunno
BUT last one even nicer!ben lai tot buy 1st one
since not very exp..29..then who knws..
argh! shouldnt have taste last one man!
she said..the best of all..awarded too..so far
no wine has been award?hmmx..lolx..58 sia
hmmx..kelvin bought one 40plus..then..
when want go pay money..saw stopper..
one for 7.90..one set of 4 for 12.90?so i took
sobs..total 110.90?sighx..terrible mi..reali is..
a leopard never changes its spot..sighx..anyway
almost 9pm le so hurry home coz kelvin work 5am
then just reach mrt stn..moon asked if wanna go coffee
haha..end up i go her place drink..then 12am..
took cab rush home coz goin jb.. hehee... =P
reach home at 3am..4plus then slept.. haha..
today woke up at 9.30, then back to rest..
when i woke up to go toilet..i tot...mayb 10am only
WOW!! got a shock..already 12plus..hahahaha...
then i lai bed awhile while more..1plus 2 liao..hee..
so 2.30pm i hurry wake up shower etc..
then hmmx.. 1st time draw eye liner sia.. =X

not very nice tho..lolx..heehee..end up i late..
wahaha..half an hour.. =P
we went mos burger sat for one and half hour..
chit chat,drink milk tea and eat fries..
xiaochun paid.. =X lolx..
then while walking around..he asked..
xiaomei u wan buy clothes?then i kiddin say
u wan buy for mi arhx? lolx..then..
he said if u wan i buy for u lorx =X
then go shop, i see thing cute and nice..
he also asked u wan?wan i buy for u..
haha..nice kor la he..sighx but sadx..
he going back china liao..no more atm for mi
=X lolx..anyway nana reached at 7pm sia..
haha..we went swensons for dinner..
after finished eating..we sat there chit chat..
ben lai when order food, tot of eat ice cream
but somehow..was thinking go eat the fruits one
cheaper and healthier and nicer..haha..
so about 8.30pm or so we left swensons..
then saw this push cart.. somehow..
spent half hour there..haha..til the rest buay tahan
went into jp first..so left mi and xiaochun..
he paid..i buy..lolx..he keep ask still want wad..
u take lorx..haha..aiyax..but not very exp la..
no worries..heehee..but he reali very nice to mi
heehee..by the time we reached the ice cream shop..
9.45pm liao.. hahah..they closin soon..so no tables..
we sat at the benches outside the shop and eat..
reali happie to meet u guys today..finally man..
another 3mths it will be one year le..wow..
so damn fast..haha..time reali flies..sighx..
enjoyed my weekend.. =)
at least so much better than last time
whereby i always just rot on bed..
slp and slp and slp..reali can feel myself rotting..
haha..i tot i enjoyed rotting..but i realized that
i dont!!! haha..ya lorx..anyway its been kinda long
since i slp super long hrs sia..
past two weeks been going out busy meeting people
another previous two weeks was working part time
haha..ya..1st time man.. =)))
hope i can stop rotting.. =X hahaha...
shit..broke! howx!! howx to go out..omg~

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When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go



~分手就象 失去翅膀~
~想遍着你 的我~
~飞不到原来 的方向~
~每当象现在 我感觉到悲伤~
~我会努力 让你走的方式飞翔~

只要相信,就会看见幸福的绿光
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好希望有人教我怎么忘记伤痛





I just can't understand
the ways of all the men
and their mistakes
You give them
all your heart
And then they
rip it all away

You told me how much
you loved me
And how our love
was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that
you would set me free

You should've just
told me the truth
That I wasn't
the girl for you
Still,
I didn't have a clue
So my heart
depended on you, whoa~

Although I'll say
I hate you now
Though I'll shout
and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man
will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all,
still I just cry

Never again
will I be fooled
To give my all
when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold How could this be
I tot that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage
of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will u please take it all away

Never tot being born a girl
How i can love you
and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again



【我会学着放弃你】
【是因为我太爱你】



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Trials keep You Strong
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Failures keep You Humble
Success keeps You Glowing
BUT
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