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Monday, 25 August 2008,14:16:00



was on leave on thurs and fri
thurs was a damn busy day lolx~
morning 6.30 when my hp alarm rang
I ACTUALLY WOKE UP!!
when i stared at my hp
i was like..wad the..
when i need to work
i couldnt even hear the alarm
but yet today i do not need to
i woke up by the alarm!! =,="
went back to slp aft turning off alarm
7am deardear sms mi >.<"
i replied 2 or 3 and fall back to slp
then 8am,my colick sms mi
telling mi she not taking transport
so i inform another guy.
then think my colick realized
i on leave, she sms mi again
saying noted that i on leave sorry
lolx =,="
then 8.30am, sue sms mi
asking mi abt dunno whose inv
she called mi straight aft i replied
the 1st thing she said was..
u sleeping arhx?sorry.. =,="
lolx..then talk awhile after hung up
haha..and i woke up to maple le..
zzzz...til 10am finally lvl alr,
abt 10.30 i went to shower all these
by the time i done 11.30am alr
lolx..we meeting one more frenx
11.30 at lot one..haha.. so end up
i nv get to drink even my soup!!
oh,was with dajie and kelvin
then dajie cooked dunno
breakfast or lunch la..haha..
i told her no nid cook rice for mi
i just have the soup and veggie
but end up..not even soup for mi
zZz..the nitex b4 was alr starving
lolx.. =,="
then at movie
wanted buy sth to eat
but at B1, all the food there..
cannot eat de..zZz..
not fried jiu shi cakes!
sighx..kelvin bought one big pkt
my fav nacho tibits for mi
but i told them i dun wan!!
during movie i reali guai guai nv touch
sobs..only drink my guava yogurt drink
sighx..poor mi..haha..
aft movie,walk around awhile
then went home to change
meet moon 4.30pm at yew tee mrt
from there we walked to cck stadium
think we were there for an hr or so
mostly i did the cycling thing
i burned abt 140 calories before i stop
hahaha..then went to find moon
then we do a lil of these and that
went back to the cycling thing again
=,=" i was like..again?
haha..then i set 100calories
when i just started to paddle
i felt..imposs to finish 100
was thinking to give up..
then..dunno why..suddenly
tot of him..then closed my eyes
and think of us..of him..
then inside mi i was shouting
and i paddle faster and faster
force myself to finish it up!
tell myself i must do it this time
and never give up!
i must live even better!
wow..and i did it?
i was damn surprised i finished up
the 100 calories! LOLX!!
but..nitex time..
was damn unbearable =,="
my whole leg damn sour pain!
and yet i still maple til mornin 5plus
lolx..dang! =X
anyway 6plus we left the gym
took bus to lot one
went to have dinner
ordered 2porridge
we 3 shared,and one dessert each
then from lot one,
we walked back to sanjie house
lolx..watched tv til 10.30
then chit chat downstair til 11plus
haha..then reach home shower
12plus started maple =,="

man..can only rem abt thurs
lolx..
cant tink of anythin to say for fri
=X hahahaa..
anyway fri had my massage!
oh ya,on thurs morning
when i remove the cloth
i weigh,less 2kg man!! ^^
so damn happie..haha..
last week whole week,
other than thurs tt evening
i nv take dinner sia.. =X
tues coz by time yoga finished
8pm alr..so dun wan eat..
pei sanjie and a frenx go eat tho
>.<" i ordered chinese tea
and watched them eat..zZz..
wed is coz by time massage finish
8plus le..lolx..dajie got cook actually
haha..but never eat also..went to slp..
thurs had,fri..also never..
maple maple maple..lolx..
12plus had maggie mee
before massage that's all..
haha..then sat..hmmx..
7.30pm dajie asked wan maggie
so i said cook for mi also lorx
but end up ate few mouths only
haha..threw all away! =X
for sun which is ytd..
hmmx..also never eat..
aftn aft treatment
went erjie house had lunch,
they cooked porridge, enoki,
fish, and fried prawns.
i ate more of enoki and fish
haha..then tt's all i had for the day
lolx..reached home 5pm le..
went to rest..then slept til 8plus
if not sanjie came,
i sure cont slp de..zzz..
10pm wanted slp le
but fred ask mi maple
end up..tink 12plus then i log out
today damn tired sia..dunno y
lolx..just now had fish head tomyam
damn full..haha..hmmx..
sianx..sleepy!! =X

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When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go



~分手就象 失去翅膀~
~想遍着你 的我~
~飞不到原来 的方向~
~每当象现在 我感觉到悲伤~
~我会努力 让你走的方式飞翔~

只要相信,就会看见幸福的绿光
ღ~谁能给我 一支神奇的锁~ღ
ღ~轻轻一开 就让寂寞飞走~ღ
好希望有人教我怎么忘记伤痛





I just can't understand
the ways of all the men
and their mistakes
You give them
all your heart
And then they
rip it all away

You told me how much
you loved me
And how our love
was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that
you would set me free

You should've just
told me the truth
That I wasn't
the girl for you
Still,
I didn't have a clue
So my heart
depended on you, whoa~

Although I'll say
I hate you now
Though I'll shout
and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man
will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all,
still I just cry

Never again
will I be fooled
To give my all
when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold How could this be
I tot that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage
of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will u please take it all away

Never tot being born a girl
How i can love you
and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again



【我会学着放弃你】
【是因为我太爱你】



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0r a peRs0n,
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aNd thAt tHe essEnce
of wHo thEy aRe
aNd tHe pLeasUre,
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cAn onLy bE
mEasUred at tHe eNd,
whEn aLL thE
sEas0ns aRe up.
IF y0u giVe uP
whEn it's wiNter,
y0u wiLL miss tHe
pr0miSe oF yoUr spRing,
thE beaUty
oF youR sUmmEr,
fuLfiLmeNt oF
y0ur faLL.
Don't Let tHe pAin
0f oNe sEas0n
dEstr0y tHe j0y
oF aLL tHe reSt.
Don't jUdgE LifE bY onE
diFficuLt seAsoN.

PerSevEre thRouGh
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aNd beTTer tiMes
aRe suRe t0 coMe
soMe tiMe.

Live SimpLy
Love GenEroUsLy.
CaRe DeepLy.
SpEak KiNdLy.
LeavE tHe ReSt
TO G0D.


Happiness keeps You Sweet
Trials keep You Strong
Sorrows keep You Human
Failures keep You Humble
Success keeps You Glowing
BUT
Only God keeps You Going