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Saturday, 27 September 2008,18:00:00



w0w.. veri tired..
just reached home..
about..5.40pm..
morning 8am jiu wake up le
then shower all these..
then went downstairs
meet ser go coffeeshop eat
waited for her for abt ehh..
dunno..20mins?i was early
plus she a lil late..haha...
or mayb my hp time fast =,="
after ate..we went causeway..
queued for that stupid nokia
so slow..then need wait few hrs..
sighx..didnt want wait
on the spot called dad
then he said nvm tml he go take
but aft think think..
aiyax..wan help..help all the way
dun halfway rite..
sighx..so 12plus i called nat
but she at work..then i called clara
heehee..she came over and meet mi
we went MOS burger..
sat down chit chat for abt 2hrS? =X
ben lai she intend to study de..lolx..
then 3plus almost 4pm..
we went nokia to collect..
omg..so many ppl..
=,=" almost 4.30pm then we left there
went courts see awhile..
then we go off le..
coz i wan fetch dajie off work..haha..
today..i like almost blessed ppl..
with half the extra money parents gave mi =X
the hp casing thing 30plus nia
mother gave 60..so extra 20plus..
hmmx..morning i treat ser breakfast
but..she said not feeling well..
end up only ate bread&eggs&teh bing
then while waiting for clara..
at the mrt stn there..got this old lady..
on wheelchair sell tissuses..
i gave her 2bucks..she wan change give mi
i told her no nid..then she said thank you
then dunno mumble wad..but i heard like
buy lunch or sth de..
so i asked her..who buy for u?
she said no one..then asked..i goin up?
so i asked wad she wan..then i go buy for her
haha..she wanted give mi money i told her
i go see 1st if hav anot 1st..
coz take money fr her so weird..
ppl might tot..i cheat her money lolx.
anyway when i gave her the rice..
she wanted pay mi..i said nvm la..
haha..ask her eat carefully got bones =X
then so long nv see clara..
wanted treat her..but..
she said she ate le..dun wan eat
so end up we drank ice milk tea nia..
lolx..haha..then morning when reached there
saw those donations flag day thing..
i walked up and put coin in..haha..
recently..see these..i will auto..
dug coins and walk up to drop..
lolx..think..i have not been doin this..
for very long..haha..ya lorx.. =)
felt that..i must have been very bad..
that's why im being punished now..
haha..so nowadays..will feel like..
giving out abit even when i dun hav..
haha..when i buy for tt old lady..
i was thinking..i might be broke..
but im still able to survive..
buying a meal for someone..
isnt goin cost mi much..
but it might means alot..
to them...
ya lorx..haha.. =)
wooh..tired..climbed stairs up
hesitated tho..haha..coz reali tired
but told myself cannot lazy.. =x
haha..wahx..went TheFaceShop
ben lai just wan buy..
one brush for sanjie nia..
omg..end up..spent $50 there
=,=" hopeless mi..argh!!
=X

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~








































♥ mE ^^ ♥




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-hEaRtaChEs-

When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go



~分手就象 失去翅膀~
~想遍着你 的我~
~飞不到原来 的方向~
~每当象现在 我感觉到悲伤~
~我会努力 让你走的方式飞翔~

只要相信,就会看见幸福的绿光
ღ~谁能给我 一支神奇的锁~ღ
ღ~轻轻一开 就让寂寞飞走~ღ
好希望有人教我怎么忘记伤痛





I just can't understand
the ways of all the men
and their mistakes
You give them
all your heart
And then they
rip it all away

You told me how much
you loved me
And how our love
was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that
you would set me free

You should've just
told me the truth
That I wasn't
the girl for you
Still,
I didn't have a clue
So my heart
depended on you, whoa~

Although I'll say
I hate you now
Though I'll shout
and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man
will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all,
still I just cry

Never again
will I be fooled
To give my all
when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold How could this be
I tot that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage
of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will u please take it all away

Never tot being born a girl
How i can love you
and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again



【我会学着放弃你】
【是因为我太爱你】



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tEEth whitEniNg???
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leArn t0 pLay piAn0
gEt my dRiviNg LicEnsE
g00d j0b
sLim d0wN
g00d tEmpEr
g0ld hEaRt
MORE g00d fRenx
nEw bEd
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0wn's cAr
0wN's chRistiAn caFe
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HAPPINESS





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*beyond just me*

N317

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nAt
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leArN t0 L0vE MYSELF!♥
LeaRn t0 bE hAppiE
sLim d0wN
bE m0Re c0nfidEnt
caRe m0Re f0r othErs♥
cLeAr aLL dEbtS N saVe up
g0 t0 tAiwAn bY dEc!!









y0u caNNot juDge a tRee,
0r a peRs0n,
by onLy oNe sEas0n,
aNd thAt tHe essEnce
of wHo thEy aRe
aNd tHe pLeasUre,
j0y, aNd loVe
tHat coMe fRom
thAt Life
cAn onLy bE
mEasUred at tHe eNd,
whEn aLL thE
sEas0ns aRe up.
IF y0u giVe uP
whEn it's wiNter,
y0u wiLL miss tHe
pr0miSe oF yoUr spRing,
thE beaUty
oF youR sUmmEr,
fuLfiLmeNt oF
y0ur faLL.
Don't Let tHe pAin
0f oNe sEas0n
dEstr0y tHe j0y
oF aLL tHe reSt.
Don't jUdgE LifE bY onE
diFficuLt seAsoN.

PerSevEre thRouGh
tHe difFicuLt pAtcHes
aNd beTTer tiMes
aRe suRe t0 coMe
soMe tiMe.

Live SimpLy
Love GenEroUsLy.
CaRe DeepLy.
SpEak KiNdLy.
LeavE tHe ReSt
TO G0D.


Happiness keeps You Sweet
Trials keep You Strong
Sorrows keep You Human
Failures keep You Humble
Success keeps You Glowing
BUT
Only God keeps You Going