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Sunday, 12 October 2008,19:56:00



once again..
i did something stupid..
sonething i know i shouldnt do
something..i know will only hurts mi
hmmx..ytd went drink with poh
10plus he see mi home..
then i sat at bus stop..
hesitating to go home..
or go deardear house..
hmmx..haha..end up..
11pm i decided..
go home..
while walking back to my blk
i called daddy..
tot of find someone to talk
but he at gf place..
so i hung up..
hmmx..then..
dunno why..
i called his number..
haha..thought he's not goin ans..
well..about to go home..
then he called back..
haha..then i walked to..
the block beside mine..
and sat at void deck..
haha..then well..
dunno..haha..
hmmx..sighx..
told myself..
not expecting anything..
not wanting anything..
coz i always believed..
its nv goin be possible anymore
hmmx..but somehowx..
somethings..u said..
still hurts mi..
haha..
mother reali veri nice..
(:
hugs mi..all this..
haha..i told her..
we not tgt..u like her..
but she said..like ge pi
lolx..
then even when she left for work
at doorsteps..
she whisper to mi..
shake head..say no..
she dun like u..etc
like trying to tell mi..
jiayou?
dunno..but one thing i knw..
ur heart..is only filled with her
u let mi listen songs..
telling mi u learning to sing..
i teared..
coz..i know..
the songs are not for mi..
haha..stupid i know..
=)
i always wished..
you will miss mi once awhile..
like i reali do at times..
when u told mi..
sometimes..u did tot of mi..
well..i dun think..
that consider miss rite?
haha..sadx.. (:
but i know..
i shouldn't ask for anything..
haha..
neither should i pin any hopes..
deardear ever asked..
wonder...
if u ever regret?
i asked..regret wad?
she said..regret leavin mi..
haha..i laughed!
coz..
i always believed..
never!
never will you ever..
regret or miss mi..
haha..ya..somehowx..
that's what i reali believed..

"if you love someone
let them go
if they return to you
it was meant to be
if they don't
their love was never yours
to begin with"
i always believed that..
if i let you go..
you will never ever return..
haha..ya lorx..hmmx..
that's somehow what i..
strongly believed always!
reali wish to see you..
find your happiness..
maybe only then..
i will really leave your world
i guessed?
dunno..
hmmx..jiayou ba..
oh, and one thing..
im reali surprised..
that..
ehh..
you read my blog?
haha..ya lorx..
dunno whether..
i shud be happie..
or...hmmx..
dunno.. (:

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~








































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-hEaRtaChEs-

When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go


~分手就象 失去翅膀~
~想遍着你 的我~
~飞不到原来 的方向~
~每当象现在 我感觉到悲伤~
~我会努力 让你走的方式飞翔~

只要相信,就会看见幸福的绿光
ღ~谁能给我 一支神奇的锁~ღ
ღ~轻轻一开 就让寂寞飞走~ღ
好希望有人教我怎么忘记伤痛




I just can't understand
the ways of all the men
and their mistakes
You give them
all your heart
And then they
rip it all away

You told me how much
you loved me
And how our love
was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that
you would set me free

You should've just
told me the truth
That I wasn't
the girl for you
Still,
I didn't have a clue
So my heart
depended on you, whoa~

Although I'll say
I hate you now
Though I'll shout
and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man
will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all,
still I just cry

Never again
will I be fooled
To give my all
when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold How could this be
I tot that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage
of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will u please take it all away

Never tot being born a girl
How i can love you
and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again



【我会学着放弃你】
【是因为我太爱你】


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IPL pErm hAir rEm0vaL =X
yUnNam HL tReatMent =X
tEEth whitEniNg???
lEarN t0 siNg
leArn t0 pLay piAn0
gEt my dRiviNg LicEnsE
g00d j0b
sLim d0wN
g00d tEmpEr
g0ld hEaRt
MORE g00d fRenx
nEw bEd
fiRst diGitaL cAm!
gReAt sKin c0mpLex
0wn's cAr
 0wN's chRistiAn caFe
peaCe on eArtH
HAPPINESS





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*beyond just me*

N317

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angeline
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nAt
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mApLe di~




-~g0aLs 0f tHe yEaR~-

leArN t0 L0vE MYSELF!♥
LeaRn t0 bE hAppiE
sLim d0wN
bE m0Re c0nfidEnt
caRe m0Re f0r othErs♥
cLeAr aLL dEbtS N saVe up
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y0u caNNot juDge a tRee,
0r a peRs0n,
by onLy oNe sEas0n,
aNd thAt tHe essEnce
of wHo thEy aRe
aNd tHe pLeasUre,
j0y, aNd loVe
tHat coMe fRom
thAt Life
cAn onLy bE
mEasUred at tHe eNd,
whEn aLL thE
sEas0ns aRe up.
IF y0u giVe uP
whEn it's wiNter,
y0u wiLL miss tHe
pr0miSe oF yoUr spRing,
thE beaUty
oF youR sUmmEr,
fuLfiLmeNt oF
y0ur faLL.
Don't Let tHe pAin
0f oNe sEas0n
dEstr0y tHe j0y
oF aLL tHe reSt.
Don't jUdgE LifE bY onE
diFficuLt seAsoN.

PerSevEre thRouGh
tHe difFicuLt pAtcHes
aNd beTTer tiMes
aRe suRe t0 coMe
soMe tiMe.

Live SimpLy
Love GenEroUsLy.
CaRe DeepLy.
SpEak KiNdLy.
LeavE tHe ReSt
TO G0D.


Happiness keeps You Sweet
Trials keep You Strong
Sorrows keep You Human
Failures keep You Humble
Success keeps You Glowing
BUT
Only God keeps You Going