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Thursday, 23 October 2008,19:06:00



wow ytd del the past 2weeks sms
with that ah poh..
guessed what?almost 400 sia!
LOLX..meaning avg one week 200sms
hmmx..lot?or normal?haha..lolx..
i got no loss la..
my sms is totally unlimited free
wahaha..he..lolx..prepaid card =X
haha..oh ya..hmmx..
ytd super tired..coz reali damn busy at work
even skipped lunch..plus..
previous nitex maple with him
til 2am..then never slp well..
kept waking up..
so tot ytd wan slp early..
maple til 12am..
man..ren suan bu ru tian suan..
1plus daddy sms asked if i slp le
wahx!his sms super precious one lorx
missed tis one dunno nid wait howx long
then can get again de LOLX =X
so i asked him call..haha..
talked abt 2hrs..til 3plus
=,=" faint rite..
haha..when i 1st saw daddy sms..
1st tot was..
zao zhi dao i cont maple with u hao le
lolx..hmmx..told daddy abt it
daddy super upset..
scolded mi..heartpain mi..
haha..certain sentence tt touch mi
got once i luff..he said..
hear u luff like tis..
make mi even more heart pain
=) sounds..familiar..
but cant recall where..
but also..its a veri touchy word..
coz it tells mi..
someone reali can understand how i feel
and not looking at the surface (:
another one..daddy only want see u happie
then daddy can be happie..
haha..simple sentence..
but..still touchy =D
at least..
in this world out there..
there is one guy..
who truly cares abt mi
and not just making use of mi..
daddy wanted mi promise him one thing
but i never..
die die never promise him
he very sadx..i know..
i know he cares..but sorry daddy
reali dun wanna promise things that
i got no confidence of keeping..
dun wan.. i dun wan..
thanks daddy..for being such a..
great daddy..even we dun meet
haha..even tho..u called once
a few months.. =) love ya~

我睜開眼睛 卻感覺不到天亮
東西吃一半 莫名其妙哭一場
我忍住不想 時間變得更漫長
也與你有關 否則又開始胡思亂想

我日月無光 忙得不知所以然
找朋友交談 其實全幫不上忙
以為會習慣 有你在才是習慣
你曾住在我心上 現在空了一個地方

原來愛情這麼傷 比想像中還難
淚水總是不聽話 幸福躲起來不聲不響
太多道理太牽強 道理全是一樣
說的時候很簡單 愛上後卻陣腳大亂

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~








































♥ mE ^^ ♥




naMe : vaLvaL
spEciaL dAy : 06 May 1985
fAv : d0raEm0n
stAy : tEck wHyE
2009 sEcrEt : w0 dE mimi







-behind the veil-

p3acel0ver
jUz a vEry siMpLe gaL
wHo bElieVe iN miRacLes,
yEt dUn beLieVe miRaCleS wiLL hAppEn oN hErseLf..
beLieVes iN eVeRyoNe,
aNyoNE bUt nOt hErseLf.. =X
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-hEaRtaChEs-

When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go


~分手就象 失去翅膀~
~想遍着你 的我~
~飞不到原来 的方向~
~每当象现在 我感觉到悲伤~
~我会努力 让你走的方式飞翔~

只要相信,就会看见幸福的绿光
ღ~谁能给我 一支神奇的锁~ღ
ღ~轻轻一开 就让寂寞飞走~ღ
好希望有人教我怎么忘记伤痛




I just can't understand
the ways of all the men
and their mistakes
You give them
all your heart
And then they
rip it all away

You told me how much
you loved me
And how our love
was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that
you would set me free

You should've just
told me the truth
That I wasn't
the girl for you
Still,
I didn't have a clue
So my heart
depended on you, whoa~

Although I'll say
I hate you now
Though I'll shout
and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man
will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all,
still I just cry

Never again
will I be fooled
To give my all
when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold How could this be
I tot that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage
of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will u please take it all away

Never tot being born a girl
How i can love you
and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again



【我会学着放弃你】
【是因为我太爱你】


♥ Wishlist ♥

laVendEr pUrpLe sLim pSp
IPL pErm hAir rEm0vaL =X
yUnNam HL tReatMent =X
tEEth whitEniNg???
lEarN t0 siNg
leArn t0 pLay piAn0
gEt my dRiviNg LicEnsE
g00d j0b
sLim d0wN
g00d tEmpEr
g0ld hEaRt
MORE g00d fRenx
nEw bEd
fiRst diGitaL cAm!
gReAt sKin c0mpLex
0wn's cAr
 0wN's chRistiAn caFe
peaCe on eArtH
HAPPINESS





~♥~cHit-chAt~♥~



*beyond just me*

N317

dEarDeaR
m00nm00n
dEarEst wEndY
angeline
cLaRa bia0mei
nAt
swEEt qiNsi
sErsEr
mApLe di~




-~g0aLs 0f tHe yEaR~-

leArN t0 L0vE MYSELF!♥
LeaRn t0 bE hAppiE
sLim d0wN
bE m0Re c0nfidEnt
caRe m0Re f0r othErs♥
cLeAr aLL dEbtS N saVe up
g0 t0 tAiwAn bY dEc!!









y0u caNNot juDge a tRee,
0r a peRs0n,
by onLy oNe sEas0n,
aNd thAt tHe essEnce
of wHo thEy aRe
aNd tHe pLeasUre,
j0y, aNd loVe
tHat coMe fRom
thAt Life
cAn onLy bE
mEasUred at tHe eNd,
whEn aLL thE
sEas0ns aRe up.
IF y0u giVe uP
whEn it's wiNter,
y0u wiLL miss tHe
pr0miSe oF yoUr spRing,
thE beaUty
oF youR sUmmEr,
fuLfiLmeNt oF
y0ur faLL.
Don't Let tHe pAin
0f oNe sEas0n
dEstr0y tHe j0y
oF aLL tHe reSt.
Don't jUdgE LifE bY onE
diFficuLt seAsoN.

PerSevEre thRouGh
tHe difFicuLt pAtcHes
aNd beTTer tiMes
aRe suRe t0 coMe
soMe tiMe.

Live SimpLy
Love GenEroUsLy.
CaRe DeepLy.
SpEak KiNdLy.
LeavE tHe ReSt
TO G0D.


Happiness keeps You Sweet
Trials keep You Strong
Sorrows keep You Human
Failures keep You Humble
Success keeps You Glowing
BUT
Only God keeps You Going