Tuesday, 25 November 2008,14:46:00
eNd chApteR
been a week
since i went work
and yet..
not even a call or sms
from u to bother
askin if im fine..
last whole week..
im the one calling u up
even called u on sat morning
hopin u can mi some food.
but u threw temper at mi
sayin u drank alot
the previous nitex.
so i waited..
til aftn..u rejected my call
sms ask if u busy.
u said ya with her.
win lorx.
the moment she call u
u got up fine and meet her
i was almost dyin..
u dun even hack care.
only idiot and fool like mi
would go bother abt ur life
when u sick.
and when im sick.
who cares? rite?
now i truly know
wad deardear and moon
meant by wad a jerk u r
now i see it and understands
im just being the greatest fool
on earth by not understanding it.
all i wan is a slight concern
from u..just a call or sms will do.
bother to ask mi..
so howx u feeling?betteR?
but u dun bother at all..
im just the only fool who will
go bother..care so much.
once u sick.my mind all filled with u
call everyday askin if u bett..
call everyday asking if u wann eat anythin.
rush down just to buy for u.
rush down doin everythin i could
just for u..and for nothing..
i got this stupid fever..
stupid dengue fever..
causing my life..so miserble now.
and u dun even bother!
i swear by my left over life
from this moment on
i wun be bother by ur life as well
even if one day
someone called to tell mi
u in hospital or wad
i wun care.i wun bother
its no long of any biz of mine!
i swear!
and this is my curse to u.
for treating mi like dirt.
tis is my curse for u.
u dun deserve any happiness.
from this moment on.
any gals u met, shall be like her
who will never love u nor be true to u
shall treat u like how u treated mi
this two months.
making full use as they nid.
and when they found the one they love
they shall just dump u like trash,
i wan u to fully experiences the pains,
the heartaches, the foolishness i went thru.
this will be my last chapter
of my past miserable life.
thurs i be starting work again
fr there on, shall start my new chapter.
my new life will begins.
this i assured myself.ha.aha..
wow.i..ehh..hmmx..man.
wads the color of my skin sia.
i reali cant recall =,="
my skin's reali a disaster
argh!! so er xin..
so scary..so..man..loss of words.
hahaa...cant bear to look at my own skin
lolx.terrible.. =X oh and one thing..
i been weighing myself..
ahaha..71?but so scare..
once i recover liao..gain back fast
lolx.. =P
argh..so damn itchy..sobs!
