Sunday, 9 November 2008,21:46:00
i am a little bit of loneliness
a little bit of disregard
a handful of complaints
but i can't help the fact
that everyone can see these scars
i am what i want you to want
what i want you to feel
but it's like no matter what i do
i can't convince you
to just believe this is real
so i let go, watching you
turn your back like you always do
face away and pretend that i'm not
but i'll be here 'cause you're all that i got
i can't feel the way i did before
don't turn your back on me
i won't be ignored
time won't heal this damage anymore
don't turn your back on me
i won't be ignored
i am a little bit insecure
a little unconfident
'cause you don't understand
i do what i can
but sometimes i don't make sense
i am what you never wanna say
but i've never had a doubt
it's like no matter what i do
i can't convince you
for once just to hear me out
so i let go, watching you
turn your back like you always do
face away and pretend that i'm not
but i'll be here 'cause you're all that i got
time is a valuable thing
watch it fly by
as the pendulum swings
watch it count down
to the end of the day
the clock ticks life away
it's so unreal
didn't look out below
watch the time go
right out the window
trying to hold on
but didn't even know
wasted it all just
to watch you go
i kept everything inside
and even though
i tried it all fell apart
what it meant to me
will eventually be
a memory of a time
when i tried so hard
i tried so hard and got so far
but in the end it doesn't even matter
i had to fall and lose it all
but in the end it doesn't even matter
Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
