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Saturday, 1 November 2008,13:04:00



wow!!
next wed ah poh
suppose to drink with mi
and this wed he fever
then..
next sat..moon suppose
to drink with mi..
today she fever!!!
>.<"
LOLX rite?
hmmx..sighx..
sianx.. =X
dunno why..
haha..hmmx..
this whole week..
been wondering..
wad have i done?
hmmx..why it seems like..
im just a scheming person
doin things with motive
in your eyes..
sighx..
reali sadx..
it seems like..
no matter what i do..
nothing is rite..
hmmx..i owed u alot
in my previous life?
did i?
i supposed so..
say i did everything
planned..
like trying to get u
to be nice to mi
so i can treat u like
DIRT
hmmx..
why is it that
when u said this
i felt..
it seems more like
u r the one..
doing things..
nice..so as to..
get mi more hurts?
dunno why
but reali..
when u said that
to mi.
i reali feel it that way
very strong.
the ways u treat mi
and yet the things u said
everything.
its like..
being so nice to mi.
misleading mi.
letting mi enjoy
the sweetness..
and then.
each time.
suddenly..
comes the words of knives
cutting mi thru.
hmmx.
dunno.
haha..
seriously lost.
lost as in.
i dunno wad i miself
doin and wantin
hmmx.
anyway
reali cant believed
u said that to mi
reali hurts mi lots
ha.ha.ha.
well.
nvm.
its good to get hurts
lolx!
feel great
ehh.i sound sick
lolx.. =X

Everybody's got something
they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday
that just seems to grow with time
There's no use
looking back or wondering
How it could be now
or might have been
Oh this I know but still
I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend
that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know
no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
and tomorrow can never be
cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use
looking back or wondering
How it should be now or
might have been
Oh this I know but still
I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that
I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter
where life takes me to
A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream
that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will,
you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be
the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use
looking back or wondering
Because love is
a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~








































♥ mE ^^ ♥




naMe : vaLvaL
spEciaL dAy : 06 May 1985
fAv : d0raEm0n
stAy : tEck wHyE
2009 sEcrEt : w0 dE mimi







-behind the veil-

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jUz a vEry siMpLe gaL
wHo bElieVe iN miRacLes,
yEt dUn beLieVe miRaCleS wiLL hAppEn oN hErseLf..
beLieVes iN eVeRyoNe,
aNyoNE bUt nOt hErseLf.. =X
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-hEaRtaChEs-

When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go


~分手就象 失去翅膀~
~想遍着你 的我~
~飞不到原来 的方向~
~每当象现在 我感觉到悲伤~
~我会努力 让你走的方式飞翔~

只要相信,就会看见幸福的绿光
ღ~谁能给我 一支神奇的锁~ღ
ღ~轻轻一开 就让寂寞飞走~ღ
好希望有人教我怎么忘记伤痛




I just can't understand
the ways of all the men
and their mistakes
You give them
all your heart
And then they
rip it all away

You told me how much
you loved me
And how our love
was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that
you would set me free

You should've just
told me the truth
That I wasn't
the girl for you
Still,
I didn't have a clue
So my heart
depended on you, whoa~

Although I'll say
I hate you now
Though I'll shout
and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man
will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all,
still I just cry

Never again
will I be fooled
To give my all
when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold How could this be
I tot that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage
of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will u please take it all away

Never tot being born a girl
How i can love you
and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again



【我会学着放弃你】
【是因为我太爱你】


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tEEth whitEniNg???
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leArn t0 pLay piAn0
gEt my dRiviNg LicEnsE
g00d j0b
sLim d0wN
g00d tEmpEr
g0ld hEaRt
MORE g00d fRenx
nEw bEd
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0wn's cAr
 0wN's chRistiAn caFe
peaCe on eArtH
HAPPINESS





~♥~cHit-chAt~♥~



*beyond just me*

N317

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angeline
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nAt
swEEt qiNsi
sErsEr
mApLe di~




-~g0aLs 0f tHe yEaR~-

leArN t0 L0vE MYSELF!♥
LeaRn t0 bE hAppiE
sLim d0wN
bE m0Re c0nfidEnt
caRe m0Re f0r othErs♥
cLeAr aLL dEbtS N saVe up
g0 t0 tAiwAn bY dEc!!









y0u caNNot juDge a tRee,
0r a peRs0n,
by onLy oNe sEas0n,
aNd thAt tHe essEnce
of wHo thEy aRe
aNd tHe pLeasUre,
j0y, aNd loVe
tHat coMe fRom
thAt Life
cAn onLy bE
mEasUred at tHe eNd,
whEn aLL thE
sEas0ns aRe up.
IF y0u giVe uP
whEn it's wiNter,
y0u wiLL miss tHe
pr0miSe oF yoUr spRing,
thE beaUty
oF youR sUmmEr,
fuLfiLmeNt oF
y0ur faLL.
Don't Let tHe pAin
0f oNe sEas0n
dEstr0y tHe j0y
oF aLL tHe reSt.
Don't jUdgE LifE bY onE
diFficuLt seAsoN.

PerSevEre thRouGh
tHe difFicuLt pAtcHes
aNd beTTer tiMes
aRe suRe t0 coMe
soMe tiMe.

Live SimpLy
Love GenEroUsLy.
CaRe DeepLy.
SpEak KiNdLy.
LeavE tHe ReSt
TO G0D.


Happiness keeps You Sweet
Trials keep You Strong
Sorrows keep You Human
Failures keep You Humble
Success keeps You Glowing
BUT
Only God keeps You Going