Tuesday, 11 November 2008,18:54:00
wow..today while working.
was lookin at calendar
then realized..
today is exactly the one month
i went find him.
the 1st time i looked him up
was 11th Oct..haha..so zun..
today maybe the last time..
im seeing him..
yuan ben tot..
go ur place..
one last time..
tot can have a good nice
getting together de
but..
never expect..
it to be the worst..
but then again
well..
maybe only like that.
then can make mi..
really stop bothering u.
stupid mi rite.
no matter how hurts
i know i will get.
no matter howx pointless
i know the things im doing.
but still i wish to do.
still i wish to see u.
with just the little hope of
staying by ur side.
seeing u hugging u.
haha.but..
u reali is the best..
when u said this..
"what is it u exactly want fr mi"
"what is ur motive.."
"is this what u wan to see?"
haha..twice..
twice u hurts mi with
this same things.
its seems like..
no matter what
im reali just a scheming one
doing things with motive.
my zhen xin..
u reali can never feel it.
u reali think..
its worth getting myself
so hurt so pain..
just to see u hurt as well?
am i reali so idiot til.
i find myself not hurt enuf.
to get myself more hurts
in order just to see u hurt?
fuck lorx!
nothing to say.
u good u win.
this is always ur best way
of hurting mi.
returning mi double the hurts
i gave u in the past.
never mind.
maybe.
one day u will know
maybe one day u can feel
the pain i went thru.
coz i always believe in..
retribution.
im just being paid
for the pains i caused others
in the past.
你已做到顶绝顶狠
而我已做到最贱最狼狈
its time to stop right? (:
saw this bulletin in tagged
find it quite nice
so copied and paste here
hmmx..
如果你不爱一个人,
请放手,
好让别人有机会爱他/她.
如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢
也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋
也注定要放弃的.
人生中有许多种.
但别让自己
成为一种伤害.
有些缘分
是注定要失去的,
有些缘分
是永远都不会有好结果的.
爱一个人
不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人
就一定要好好的去爱他/她.
男人哭了
是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了
是因为她真的放弃了.
如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.
如果失去是苦,
你怕不怕付出?
如果迷乱是苦,
你会不会选择结束?
如果追求是苦,
你会不会选择执迷不悟?
如果分离是苦,
你要向谁倾诉?
好多事情
都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情
当时一点也不觉得苦!!
